move on

hi everyone, started blogging again but i moved to
http://urcauliflowerhead.blogspot.com

she,they and them

went around blog hopping

figured out that yujie can be pretty much summarise in one word
selfish
the ugly word

all right, ok! ok!

i never care about anyone lately

my friends, you know who you are

i'm sorry guys

i feel bad

ok, i'll start to look at HIM, you and them

can those who need love and care come and tell me? i'll be easier for me

haha

ok, start being serious!

be nice!

let's sing a out of tune birthday song

a wet n messy birthday party

that's how mulan-ers prefer our birthdays

much laughter n craziness brought us altogether again

a splash, a bbq, and sparklers cracking

happy birthday zhenling and qiqin

both fall on the same day, felt bad that i couldn't do the same for both

dear friend, i'll make sure i do a better one for you next year

for my cell leader, it feels great making you wet! haha

i had fun taking the photos; i'm sure everyone had fun making a mess

just make sure we can start the fire on time next year

hooray for birthdays!

doNUT boy's swimming lessons, anyone interested?

soaking in j.co donut and coffee for a few hours

doing nothing but eating and drawing

yummmy....

soaking in love; i feels so blessed:)

say Hi! to school

school is starting soon and i can't wait.

sorry abt not bloggin for so long.

i was busy earning money and sorting things out.

but after going round n round, i see that God's grace is always sufficent for me.

now to kick off the start of my school year, i want to start loving, stop moaning and start learning.

no worries my all-mighty Father will lead me through.Hooray!

u, there! that one staring at the computer screen!! start smiling, PleAsE!

dear God i pray for a fine weather so that i can go out and draw something nice.in Jesus name i pray, AMEN!

Miss Goh

heh heh. cool right? i'm Miss Goh now. my work at the student care is fun and tiring. i'm not complaining. i love my job now. i get to influence the kids in alot of ways. i can feel that alot of kids in the student care need attention, i try to give each student in my P3 class individual attention. And i seriously thinks that a lot of times i really need to take note of every single action they make, because when they are naughty, there is often a valid reason behind it. i don't scold them unless they get out of hand. and i especially hates it when it is play time and my kids just stone there or make a mess out of the games they are playing for the 101 times. so i always try to make sure i give them things they like to do. God bless me with an observant heart and listening ear. He let me see that Ding Wei likes art, so i lent him a book call 'i can draw' for him to improve his skills. the kids also like to help out, when they see that you need their help, even with the smallest things, they are more than happy to help. it makes them feel important:) i implemented the "Angel Box" project, which all of them made their own box and i can put things in their boxes and they can put in mine or even give to each other. but if the kid is naughty i will confiscate it away from him for 3 days. gifts and notes from me seems to be something my kids look forward to. my job is getting tougher and tiring and at time even boring, i pray that God tell me what i can do to make things more interesting for the kids and if possible, let the kids learn to love one another instead to fighting whenever they get their chance to. i pray for more love and care for the kids and i also pray for more love and concern for my fellow college. thank God for what He has given me:)

Love LETTERS

HEY everyone, soooo long never blog but couldn't resist the temptation to blog, 5 mins! i'm currently working as a student care teacher, P3 teacher. i'm loving my jobs, as God gave me this chance to learn to love kids even when they are irritating! haha. thanks God for the opportunity:) i'm loving my students and i want the love to be in me even after the excitement has worn off.may God bless me with that. LOVe LOve loVE! the kids are fun and loving, they gave me lots of 'love letters' and hugs an "i love you miss goh". cute! will take photos of them when i get the chance. I really pray for patience and love to care for all of them. will be back when i can. bye for now:)

for EU

JIA Xin LOVEs PATRICK

the 3 lams. haha so similar~
the 2 cute little cousins living in their own world!
AHbanders!

NO 1 unglam face!!
happy birthday to you~~~
oh-so-yummy-birthday cake
haha. that is what u get when u are 21-------a BIGGER birthdAY CAKE!
LOOK AT THE SIMILARITY!

Look at the SIMILARITY!
oh no spongebob cum patraick invasion!
oh pressie pressie!
elaine's oh-so-unglam photo!
all of jia xin's pressie!!

crazy girls enjoying patrick's company
BOO!
the two hardworking chef who worked hard to prepare the oh-so-yummy chicken
too happy for words!!!!
cheese~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAM JIA XIN~

LAM had her birthday at a chalet at east coast. IT was a fun night of catchng up and silly things. YUmmy chickens full of sweat of two hardworking chefs and aunties' saliva. Patrick invasion and realisation that JIA xin's whole family is chinese-speaking. she spoke more chinese that night compare to the years that we knew her. astonishing! gozilla invading the underground tunnel and running to vjc and back. we shared alot of laughters that night. her family is so cute. little cousins who lived in their own candle and latern world. yummy chocolate cake and a 21 yr old brother who loves the rubbish when he is drank. oh ha ha:)

P.S enjoy the photo my dear jia xin:)

pet

adopt your own virtual pet!

Powerpuff cell group!

our cell is becoming the powerpuff cell! not that i mind because i love powepuff girls! after the farewell of our dear brother, shoufu, yunn tian and li yeow. we have evovled into a nearly all girls cell group. but i'm really glad for my brothers in christ because they have all grown up! some will come back with shaved heads *screams of excitment* and tanned and hot *screams of excitment* bodies! whoo~~ eventhough i know NS is tough but i think it's very important for guys to go through it. it is so essential for growing up(both physically and mentally and cup-ly) haha. sending shoufu off was actually quite interesting and it actually got me excited to send some of guy friends off in the future (chin meng, shaun, alwyn, zimu, weitheng...) by that time i shall start an album collection of bald(opps sorry it's SHAVED) heads! ultimate coolness. muahaha. and i still cannot believe that they made saufu tuck in his shirt even before he went in! poor shirt!

the next day

it's bye bye to li yeow who was going off to india for attachment for 4 months!! i think it's so fun!!! i feel very excited for him. india is one of the places i really wanted to go! thanks li yeow for surpoorting the cell and ur uber cold jokes. we'll miss you alot! i think you'll come back tanned too just not as hot! muahaha.

Leadership starts from the Leader, himself

41When the ten heard about this, they became indignant with James and John. 42Jesus called them together and said, "You know that those who are regarded as rulers of the Gentiles lord it over them, and their high officials exercise authority over them. 43Not so with you. Instead, whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, 44and whoever wants to be first must be slave of all. 45For even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many."

IMDC leadership conference 6-8 September. An enriching experience with God:)

Alice in Wonderland

yummy cupcakes~~just nice for a mad hatter's party!
oh my goodness! the world is shaking~~~ the witch has cast a spell on the princess!!
let's solve the problem together with our big palms!! the princess and the witch decide to work together!
what will a party do without tea? and cupcakes?
the witch is trying to eat the birthday rabbit!

wen yan a.k.a alice loves our shoes!
and i love her pig~
haha dun tell the witch i added poison into her tea
the witch cant believe that she became a princess! oh my why am i still so ugly?!

pretty witch; ugly princess (waha joking la) pretty witch; minah(malay ah lian) princess

alice and her church friends live happily ever after~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN YAN!!!!

wenyan's bday was uber fun! it was held at at pitstop cafe and her friends from all areas of her life came together to celebrate for her. thanks to her i also got a pitstop cafe member's card. yay!! so to my dear friends out there let's go there together in the holidays! i think it's cheaper than settlers. It was a mad hatter's party. so yuhan and i dressed up with mad hats. at least a few of us in our cell was game enough to find cute hats. yu han is a witch out to try and destroy the party(but failed b cus she was enjoying herself too much) in case u are wondering why is she dressed up like that. haha. i' m a clown trying to act as her opposition is case u can't tell. waha. i wonder what i will do on my 21st birthday. my mum advise me to just go out for dinner with someone and i ask her where she go when she was 21 and she said my dad and her went to the tallest restaurant(very high class one k) and had a nice meal. so sweet of my dad. my sisters and i were saying let's make it a tradition and go with our boyfriends when we are 21 but where in the world is this restaurant?! haha. cool idea though. hint hint. waha.

a video on how the witch and princess learn a lesson of not playing scissors paper stone with their big paws:

BUY MY SHIRTS

HELLO EVERYONE, PLEASE BUY THESE SHIRTS FROM ME. THE WHITE ONE IS $18 AND THE BLACK ONE IS $16. I GIVE ALL OF YOU 90% FISCOUNT LEI. AT FIRST ONE $160, THE OTHER ONE $180. HAHA. I SO NICE RIGHT?!?!?! OK. SO BUY FROM ME K?! ALL THE MONEY GOES TO THE CHRISTIAN ORGANISATION FOR THE HANDICAPED . I REALLY NEED ALL THE SUPPORT I CAN GET. SO EVERYBODY PLEASE DO YOUR PART FOR CHARITY. ALL THE MONEY RAISED WILL HELP THEM RUN THEIR DAY CARE CENTER FOR PEOPLE WHO HAVE MENTAL AND PHYSICAL DIFFCULTY. IT WILL REALLY HELP THEM ALOT, BECAUSE ALL THEIR FUNDS COME FROM THE PUBLIC. IF ALL OF YOU DON'T WATCH 2 MOVIES THIS WEEK, YOU WILL BE ABLE TO GIVE THE MONEY TO THEM, WHICH IS MUCH MORE MEANINGFUL RIGHT?! THANK YOU! PLEASE LEAVE A TAG IF YOU'RE INTERESTED OR CALL ME! THANKS EVERYONE. GOD BLESS:)

i love ah fu kor kor!!!!

thanks alot to ah fu for helping me do this blogskin! i like it! at least now nobody will have the same blogskin as me. it's a photo of my messy table just in case you can't tell. haha.thanks a million to ah fu!!! i allow you to get the golden membership of the horny club k?!
anw i was looking through my photos on my com today to pick out some. then it brought back alot of memories. i seriously like the 30yh council and treasure them even though none of them may ever read this or know. i really worked hard in some areas for it. but now it's kinda hard to go back...hai...
oh and i miss so many of my friends. read jeri's blog today, felt quite bad. like i wasn't caring enough for her. i really want to let alot of my friends know how much i treasure them, but it's just so hard to meet up and find time to talk. ok maybe i shall make September the SHOW YOUR FRIENDS YOU LOVE THEM MONTH. haha. ok let's try. yea!
study hard but don't be so stress k?!<3

yujie: trying to act cool; still not cool

ello ello
i'm updating abt me today
currently: sick, half my face puffed up, looks weird, gum infection, and feeling a little feverish
recently: left school, now working at southeast CDC, doing boring but quite important stuff [zhang tingting can you pls come an wotk with me?!?! i'm booored]
intent to: go temasek poly, visual comm; become a cooler person; build stronger relationship with God, oh...get a new wardrobe [some help here]
wat i just did: preparing for saturday's combine cell (all of you better go, i put in alot of effort!} did halfway, feeling sick so went blog hopping, found this COOL designer's blog, she is what i want to be, ok, fine, my role model lah
wat i'm thinking of doing: should i change to livejournal?! i think it's more fun over there; ok, i wanted to open a online shop and i'm nowhere closer to opening it; STOP BEING LAZY
realisation: i'm a ----> pig; i must start being myself(who is myself anw?!)
who i miss very badly: jody, zimu, li hui, sharlyn, calista, sam, art class!!, ms chan, yulan, qiqin, weitheng,elaine,yining,zhangting, ahband sec 4 batch, chinmeng, shaun, alwyn...
i should get: a new wardrobe; someone to style my hair; an alarm clock!!!!!
hello, study hard 104days left to freedom, oh I'm soo excited for you! you're going Taiwan!!!

ITALY part 1

the stone-like ice cream. wahaha.
cute guy in Verona resturant
1 euros=$2+=one plate of chicken rice, cost of toilet entrance
the duomo of venice!
on our way to venice!!! on a taxi(boat)

sleeping with (beside) an italian man! so exciting~~~[actually i only lie there for 20sec and jump up after the photo was taken! wahahahahaha]
this thing is not a statue, but a real human being! anw i took a photo of him without permisson n without giving him $$, glad that he didn't kill me!
oh my dear romeo, you're so cute~~~~
romeo, romeo, where art thou romeo?
do you realise how small it is?!?!?!

the doumo (cathedral of milan)
one, two three, say DOUMO!!!!!!!
my first gelato in italy~~~~~mamamia
my horrendous first dinner in italy left us(esp. me) crying...sob sob. ALL seafood!!!!!!!YUCK!!!!!


my first breakfast. little did i knew that it's the exact copy of the breakfasts to come.

isn't this the cutest?! italy really have alot of weird stuff! haha
our only difference is the amount of fabric we have on our bodies! haha
the first museum we went to shoing renessaunce works, use to be an acadamy
our first meal-----chinese food! yuck spare me! it taste just like our mixed veg rice, just that it's WORST!
pasteries in milan! i got that one with the smiley face! my only piece of pastry in italy. arg...

my first plane food got me so excited! [i got so tired of it later that i never even take photo of it. lol.]
thailand airport with uncle kenneth!!!
such a beautful sight! [taken fron plane]
dawn on the plane
milan's airport[shhhh i'm not suppose to take photo here!]

there's no superwomen in reality

i'm feeling piss off and weird and lazy today. i feel totally crap la. i'm going to feel all my papers common test. when i say fail i mean it la. not like those hypocrite, "aiya i'm going to fail la!" for every paper but in the end do very well. if u know me, you'll know that i'm not that kinda people. when i say that the paer is ok, i'll really get an average result when i say i'll fail, i'll really fail.
but failing is the least of my worries right now. i feel crappy because i haven't giving the peopl i love enough care and concern. i miss so many people, but i'm too self absorbed to realise i'm not the only busy and troubled person in this world. yulan, i totally miss you. i wish i can reverse time and go back to sec sch. jc is totall crap. i feel that i wanted to do so much but i end up doing NOTHING! i'm crap. i wanted to achieve so much but i end up doing nothing. i feel sad, i really do.
i miss my friends sooooooo much. qiqin, elaine, yining, tingting, yulan, weitheng, the whole bunch of band friends, alwyn.... it's so hard to find a close friend now. it get's really lonely. it's like everyone is moving on except me. it's so weird. no matter where i go, i don't feel like i fit in anymore.
i regret doing alot of things, joining council is one of them. i think i'm just not suitable. it isn't what i think it is.
i don't feel like i can do anything properly now. i think i lost part of me when i got my O level results and i still haven got it back. i wonder will i ever get it back.
sorry about not sharing about the italy trip. it's selfish of me not to. when i was there, i really enjoyed myself. but i felt bad, because it's like don't deserve it all. i wanted so much for my family and friends to see what i saw, to experience the beauty of it all.

time out!

hey ppl so sorry
never heard from me for very long rite!
i went to the torturous council camp for the last 4 days with no contact from the outside world.(i'll elaborate when i come back from italy)
now i'm going to italy today!!!(i haven't even finish packing!!!)
after that i'll be stuck at home to studay for common test.
so i'll only comeagain after common test in july!
so bye everyone!!!!!
love yujie

9 goldfishes in a TANK

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
-i want to go backpacking when i'm old enough, i want to travel to all corners of the world!!!
-i don't ever want to cut my hair short since my bad experience with short hair a few years ago
-i don't sit on the green seats on the buses because they are for old people and i get really really irritated when i see young people sitting on them
-there are already a few times when i sleep all the way on my bus trips home and some stranger have to wake me up ( i'm always SOOOO embarrassed! and i notice they are all aunties which shows that aunties are nicer!!)
-i think make-up makes our skin worst so i avoid using them ( because my complexion is already bad enough)
-i want to have 3-4 kids, i think having kids is essential since Singapore is facing aging population( see! i never forget what mr joseph tam taught me!!)
-i think life is not about making money, so i don't really care whether my future job has a high pay or not, i just want to do something that makes my life worth it! ( yes yes, something along the artistic field where only the toughest survive)

7 THING I'M AFRAID OF:
-raisins!!!! ( i want to start an anti-raisin club! want to join?!)
-not getting enough sleep( i think i need 12hrs a day)
-not doing well for my studies( yes, yes, it's happening right now...)
-act cute and bitchy girls( they drive me up the wall)
-guys who are POSERS ( can't stand em, feels like whacking them on the head!)
-my secrets leaking out( well...i'm still thinking about what secrets i have....that one about the digging nose, balding head...)
-my husband(in the future la) balding( hahaha, big worry!!!!)

7 THINGS I LOVE:
-GOD!(He is my no. 1)
-my family( o~~~ so important to me)
-chocolate( yummy~~ favorite food)
-painting( even though i paint really slooooowly but i still love it!)
-AHBand( i miss it sooooo much, i have so much memories there)
-eating nice food( esp SUBWAY, always makes me feel uber happy after consumption)
-spending time with the people(family, friends and...) i love, i thing it's one of the most essential thing in the world

7 THINGS I SAY MOST:
-BOO
-jokes( self-proclaimed humorous ones)
-is it?!!
-really?!?!?
-cool~~
-shuai ge(a.k.a cute guys)
-(i think i spend most of the time stoning)

7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
-Jerry yan( one of my favourite person! i want to get to noe him better!)
-mr willly lee( haha, i wonder what he will say...)
-yuhan( i bet she'll say something funny!)
-mr william hung( haha, i wonder what happened to him~)
-rapanzel( i want to noe her secret about how she keeps her hair so long yet so lovely!)
-ben and jerry( i want to noe their secrets about how they make their ice creams so lovely)
-YOU! ( since you noe random stuff about me, it's only fair that i noe about yours rite?! waha)


randomly ended-----credits kenn

YUMMY YUMMY

I think i'm doing the impossible, but sooo many people are encouraging me on. i don't want to disappoint them. I think God understands my worries and He sent all these people to encourage and assure me. Ms Chan was really nice to me about the whole thing i really appreciates her alot. Today i heard that there is a 4 days council camp from 4-7 June and lots of rehearsal for our commendation in the 4th week. I was so so worried, because that leaves me with zero time to study. I was a little emotionally unstable the whole day and a little pressure will send me crying. But i told myself i could do it, start now, there will be time. focus on my chem and maths, pray for wisdom, God will guide me.
I think the council teacher was a little mean today, i told her my problem and she said you are a student council, you should noe how to manage your own time, she didn't realise how ridiculous it sounded. how to manage your time when you don't even have it? It makes me wonder if i made a right choice in joining. I have to give up rock climbing for sc, i wonder if it's worth it. nvm, i don't plan my life, God does, i just follow the plan. it will work out.
i'm going to study hard now, treasure all the time i have. nothing but study, study and study...

The leaning tower of Pizza

Imagine this: Your art class is going on an Italy trip, you can't go even after receiving financial grant, you still have to pay quite a sum, so you told yourself never mind it's ok, you'll get a chance when you grow up. And you forgot all about it. A few months later your class started selling stuff for their Italy trip and you wonder what the money is for. Then today your teacher suddenly told you part of it is for you to go Italy. You can't believe it. you are so uber touched by their kind gesture. But you told yourself you already failed 2 test each one getting not more than 10 marks, you have every reason to stay in Singapore to study. You manage to persuade yourself and turn down your teacher's offer. SUDDENLY in the middle of the night your teacher called to tell you that an alumni from SAS was willing to sponsor you FULL! you cannot believe your ears. what?!?! FULL?!?! it is unexpected, that alumni doesn't even know about your existent. He heard about the italy trip and asked the SAS art teacher whether they need any sponsor, and the teacher immediately thought of you (even though she doesn;t even know who you are exactly) the girl who they tried to raise fund for. The teacher told the alumni about you and WHAM, you get a fully sponsored Italy trip! Amazing or simply God's grace. You really want to go but thinking about how you dunno almost everything about what happened during term1 and 2 and you have UOB painting to finish. You start to worry. but EVERYONE around you wants you to go. your parents are practically screaming for you to go.But you are worried, because there is no one to help you with your maths and chem. It's not like you never try to study, you just can't seems to get it in your head. But you really wants to go italy because you have never even sat on a plane before.

see my problem?! i'm fighting against the impossible. i'm worried. look at the time now. i feel like sleeping but i'm just too worried. should i go or not?! what will happen to my maths and chem. with no help around, it is impossible to finish studying them in a mere 2 weeks. and don;t even talk about the painting...everything was ok until that sudden phone call from ms chan. hai... dear God please guide me if this is the way you want me to go.

o man, i think i cannot communicate properly, i cannot talk on a phone properly..arg. embarrassing...

the 4 nutcase!

THE TALE OF 4 ALIENS INVADING SINGAPORE!!!


there live 4 aliens from different countries: eygpt, hawaii, japan n india (a.k.a mr racist)
my japan tried to aduct a little spore boy! can somebody catch him pls~
they like to fight alot. so their shadows alway tell them to " Share. If you must" well, if i must mah, wat if i dun care?!
their shadows trying to play a trick on them again~~

so mr japan and ms hawaii decide to ask the founders of singapore why the 4 aliens should not fight.
they didn't get wat the founders were trying to say so they decide to have a taste of the nicest food on earth--SUBWAY!!
and it made then very happy~~~
they got so happy they dance around the UOB( a.k.a ugly obnoxious bitches)
and showed off their butts!!!

ms eygpt and ms hawaii realise they are starting to get along! because art connects ppl~~~
and the 4 aliens took a lovely photo of their red faces
but when it comes to leaving singapore, 3 of them started to get emo...
mr japan decided to steal a car to bring back as souvenir
but mr india and mr japan started to get really depress and wanted to jump into the famous (dirty?!) singapore river.

and i wonder wat happened to them~~~~~

bitter-sweet

the past week was a particularly stressful one, wif campaigning and maths and chem test( i think i'm going to fail both! arg, anyone volunteering to help me tutuion?!) very stressful. shed a few tears. felt so wronged this week. whenever ppl accused me of doing some things i did not do, i won't say anything, i'll just keep it myself. because it's quite pointless rite?!! shouldn't u noe me well enough to realise that i'm not those kinda ppl. nvm. it's over anw, i'll live wif it. it was a horrid week. i'm starting doubt myself. i'm not even sure abt the whole council thing. no confidence of getting in. i think if i get in it is really by God's grace. everything is pilling up. PW, youth for causes... esp youth for causes, i'm very very stressed over it. it's so tough. i really hope everyone out there will support me in this charity event. it's real cool actually. it called (my idea!) CAUSEniture- funiture for a cause! it's a whole range of students designed furniture which will be auctioned. all of you out there who are interested in designing or purchasing furniture(big or small!) pls contact me! more details will be posted soon. but i think i'll visit alot of schools so there is a high chances of u seeing me. but this thing is really gigantic! so it driving me up the wall. but i hope to bring the handicap ppl and art to greater height. i really need as much support as possible!

even though the whole week is full of bad stuff, but you brought in the sweetness. thanks to you it wasn't that bad.