drinking donuts, eating coffee

move on

2009-03-30T14:26:00.001+08:00

hi everyone, started blogging again but i moved to
http://urcauliflowerhead.blogspot.com

she,they and them

2008-04-14T13:15:00.005+08:00

went around blog hopping

figured out that yujie can be pretty much summarise in one word
selfish
the ugly word

all right, ok! ok!

i never care about anyone lately

my friends, you know who you are

i'm sorry guys

i feel bad

ok, i'll start to look at HIM, you and them

can those who need love and care come and tell me? i'll be easier for me

haha

ok, start being serious!

be nice!

let's sing a out of tune birthday song

2008-04-14T11:48:00.004+08:00

a wet n messy birthday party

that's how mulan-ers prefer our birthdays

much laughter n craziness brought us altogether again

a splash, a bbq, and sparklers cracking

happy birthday zhenling and qiqin

both fall on the same day, felt bad that i couldn't do the same for both

dear friend, i'll make sure i do a better one for you next year

for my cell leader, it feels great making you wet! haha

i had fun taking the photos; i'm sure everyone had fun making a mess

just make sure we can start the fire on time next year

hooray for birthdays!

doNUT boy's swimming lessons, anyone interested?

2008-04-08T14:34:00.002+08:00

soaking in j.co donut and coffee for a few hours

doing nothing but eating and drawing

yummmy....

soaking in love; i feels so blessed:)

say Hi! to school

2008-04-07T12:55:00.004+08:00

school is starting soon and i can't wait.

sorry abt not bloggin for so long.

i was busy earning money and sorting things out.

but after going round n round, i see that God's grace is always sufficent for me.

now to kick off the start of my school year, i want to start loving, stop moaning and start learning.

no worries my all-mighty Father will lead me through.Hooray!

u, there! that one staring at the computer screen!! start smiling, PleAsE!

dear God i pray for a fine weather so that i can go out and draw something nice.in Jesus name i pray, AMEN!

Miss Goh

2007-10-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

heh heh. cool right? i'm Miss Goh now. my work at the student care is fun and tiring. i'm not complaining. i love my job now. i get to influence the kids in alot of ways. i can feel that alot of kids in the student care need attention, i try to give each student in my P3 class individual attention. And i seriously thinks that a lot of times i really need to take note of every single action they make, because when they are naughty, there is often a valid reason behind it. i don't scold them unless they get out of hand. and i especially hates it when it is play time and my kids just stone there or make a mess out of the games they are playing for the 101 times. so i always try to make sure i give them things they like to do. God bless me with an observant heart and listening ear. He let me see that Ding Wei likes art, so i lent him a book call 'i can draw' for him to improve his skills. the kids also like to help out, when they see that you need their help, even with the smallest things, they are more than happy to help. it makes them feel important:) i implemented the "Angel Box" project, which all of them made their own box and i can put things in their boxes and they can put in mine or even give to each other. but if the kid is naughty i will confiscate it away from him for 3 days. gifts and notes from me seems to be something my kids look forward to. my job is getting tougher and tiring and at time even boring, i pray that God tell me what i can do to make things more interesting for the kids and if possible, let the kids learn to love one another instead to fighting whenever they get their chance to. i pray for more love and care for the kids and i also pray for more love and concern for my fellow college. thank God for what He has given me:)

Love LETTERS

2007-10-25T00:05:00.000+08:00

HEY everyone, soooo long never blog but couldn't resist the temptation to blog, 5 mins! i'm currently working as a student care teacher, P3 teacher. i'm loving my jobs, as God gave me this chance to learn to love kids even when they are irritating! haha. thanks God for the opportunity:) i'm loving my students and i want the love to be in me even after the excitement has worn off.may God bless me with that. LOVe LOve loVE! the kids are fun and loving, they gave me lots of 'love letters' and hugs an "i love you miss goh". cute! will take photos of them when i get the chance. I really pray for patience and love to care for all of them. will be back when i can. bye for now:)

for EU

2007-09-30T19:30:00.001+08:00

JIA Xin LOVEs PATRICK

2007-09-30T18:19:00.000+08:00

the 3 lams. haha so similar~
the 2 cute little cousins living in their own world!
AHbanders!

NO 1 unglam face!!
happy birthday to you~~~
oh-so-yummy-birthday cake
haha. that is what u get when u are 21-------a BIGGER birthdAY CAKE!
LOOK AT THE SIMILARITY!

Look at the SIMILARITY!
oh no spongebob cum patraick invasion!
oh pressie pressie!
elaine's oh-so-unglam photo!
all of jia xin's pressie!!

crazy girls enjoying patrick's company
BOO!
the two hardworking chef who worked hard to prepare the oh-so-yummy chicken
too happy for words!!!!
cheese~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAM JIA XIN~

LAM had her birthday at a chalet at east coast. IT was a fun night of catchng up and silly things. YUmmy chickens full of sweat of two hardworking chefs and aunties' saliva. Patrick invasion and realisation that JIA xin's whole family is chinese-speaking. she spoke more chinese that night compare to the years that we knew her. astonishing! gozilla invading the underground tunnel and running to vjc and back. we shared alot of laughters that night. her family is so cute. little cousins who lived in their own candle and latern world. yummy chocolate cake and a 21 yr old brother who loves the rubbish when he is drank. oh ha ha:)

P.S enjoy the photo my dear jia xin:)

pet

2007-09-27T16:13:00.001+08:00

adopt your own virtual pet!

Powerpuff cell group!

2007-09-18T00:04:00.000+08:00

our cell is becoming the powerpuff cell! not that i mind because i love powepuff girls! after the farewell of our dear brother, shoufu, yunn tian and li yeow. we have evovled into a nearly all girls cell group. but i'm really glad for my brothers in christ because they have all grown up! some will come back with shaved heads *screams of excitment* and tanned and hot *screams of excitment* bodies! whoo~~ eventhough i know NS is tough but i think it's very important for guys to go through it. it is so essential for growing up(both physically and mentally and cup-ly) haha. sending shoufu off was actually quite interesting and it actually got me excited to send some of guy friends off in the future (chin meng, shaun, alwyn, zimu, weitheng...) by that time i shall start an album collection of bald(opps sorry it's SHAVED) heads! ultimate coolness. muahaha. and i still cannot believe that they made saufu tuck in his shirt even before he went in! poor shirt!

the next day

it's bye bye to li yeow who was going off to india for attachment for 4 months!! i think it's so fun!!! i feel very excited for him. india is one of the places i really wanted to go! thanks li yeow for surpoorting the cell and ur uber cold jokes. we'll miss you alot! i think you'll come back tanned too just not as hot! muahaha.

Leadership starts from the Leader, himself

2007-09-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

41When the ten heard about this, they became indignant with James and John. 42Jesus called them together and said, "You know that those who are regarded as rulers of the Gentiles lord it over them, and their high officials exercise authority over them. 43Not so with you. Instead, whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, 44and whoever wants to be first must be slave of all. 45For even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many."

IMDC leadership conference 6-8 September. An enriching experience with God:)

Alice in Wonderland

2007-09-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

yummy cupcakes~~just nice for a mad hatter's party!
oh my goodness! the world is shaking~~~ the witch has cast a spell on the princess!!
let's solve the problem together with our big palms!! the princess and the witch decide to work together!
what will a party do without tea? and cupcakes?
the witch is trying to eat the birthday rabbit!

wen yan a.k.a alice loves our shoes!
and i love her pig~
haha dun tell the witch i added poison into her tea
the witch cant believe that she became a princess! oh my why am i still so ugly?!

pretty witch; ugly princess (waha joking la) pretty witch; minah(malay ah lian) princess

alice and her church friends live happily ever after~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEN YAN!!!!

wenyan's bday was uber fun! it was held at at pitstop cafe and her friends from all areas of her life came together to celebrate for her. thanks to her i also got a pitstop cafe member's card. yay!! so to my dear friends out there let's go there together in the holidays! i think it's cheaper than settlers. It was a mad hatter's party. so yuhan and i dressed up with mad hats. at least a few of us in our cell was game enough to find cute hats. yu han is a witch out to try and destroy the party(but failed b cus she was enjoying herself too much) in case u are wondering why is she dressed up like that. haha. i' m a clown trying to act as her opposition is case u can't tell. waha. i wonder what i will do on my 21st birthday. my mum advise me to just go out for dinner with someone and i ask her where she go when she was 21 and she said my dad and her went to the tallest restaurant(very high class one k) and had a nice meal. so sweet of my dad. my sisters and i were saying let's make it a tradition and go with our boyfriends when we are 21 but where in the world is this restaurant?! haha. cool idea though. hint hint. waha.

a video on how the witch and princess learn a lesson of not playing scissors paper stone with their big paws:

BUY MY SHIRTS

2007-08-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE, PLEASE BUY THESE SHIRTS FROM ME. THE WHITE ONE IS $18 AND THE BLACK ONE IS $16. I GIVE ALL OF YOU 90% FISCOUNT LEI. AT FIRST ONE $160, THE OTHER ONE $180. HAHA. I SO NICE RIGHT?!?!?! OK. SO BUY FROM ME K?! ALL THE MONEY GOES TO THE CHRISTIAN ORGANISATION FOR THE HANDICAPED . I REALLY NEED ALL THE SUPPORT I CAN GET. SO EVERYBODY PLEASE DO YOUR PART FOR CHARITY. ALL THE MONEY RAISED WILL HELP THEM RUN THEIR DAY CARE CENTER FOR PEOPLE WHO HAVE MENTAL AND PHYSICAL DIFFCULTY. IT WILL REALLY HELP THEM ALOT, BECAUSE ALL THEIR FUNDS COME FROM THE PUBLIC. IF ALL OF YOU DON'T WATCH 2 MOVIES THIS WEEK, YOU WILL BE ABLE TO GIVE THE MONEY TO THEM, WHICH IS MUCH MORE MEANINGFUL RIGHT?! THANK YOU! PLEASE LEAVE A TAG IF YOU'RE INTERESTED OR CALL ME! THANKS EVERYONE. GOD BLESS:)

i love ah fu kor kor!!!!

2007-08-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

thanks alot to ah fu for helping me do this blogskin! i like it! at least now nobody will have the same blogskin as me. it's a photo of my messy table just in case you can't tell. haha.thanks a million to ah fu!!! i allow you to get the golden membership of the horny club k?!
anw i was looking through my photos on my com today to pick out some. then it brought back alot of memories. i seriously like the 30yh council and treasure them even though none of them may ever read this or know. i really worked hard in some areas for it. but now it's kinda hard to go back...hai...
oh and i miss so many of my friends. read jeri's blog today, felt quite bad. like i wasn't caring enough for her. i really want to let alot of my friends know how much i treasure them, but it's just so hard to meet up and find time to talk. ok maybe i shall make September the SHOW YOUR FRIENDS YOU LOVE THEM MONTH. haha. ok let's try. yea!
study hard but don't be so stress k?!<3

yujie: trying to act cool; still not cool

2007-08-16T21:08:00.000+08:00

ello ello
i'm updating abt me today
currently: sick, half my face puffed up, looks weird, gum infection, and feeling a little feverish
recently: left school, now working at southeast CDC, doing boring but quite important stuff [zhang tingting can you pls come an wotk with me?!?! i'm booored]
intent to: go temasek poly, visual comm; become a cooler person; build stronger relationship with God, oh...get a new wardrobe [some help here]
wat i just did: preparing for saturday's combine cell (all of you better go, i put in alot of effort!} did halfway, feeling sick so went blog hopping, found this COOL designer's blog, she is what i want to be, ok, fine, my role model lah
wat i'm thinking of doing: should i change to livejournal?! i think it's more fun over there; ok, i wanted to open a online shop and i'm nowhere closer to opening it; STOP BEING LAZY
realisation: i'm a ----> pig; i must start being myself(who is myself anw?!)
who i miss very badly: jody, zimu, li hui, sharlyn, calista, sam, art class!!, ms chan, yulan, qiqin, weitheng,elaine,yining,zhangting, ahband sec 4 batch, chinmeng, shaun, alwyn...
i should get: a new wardrobe; someone to style my hair; an alarm clock!!!!!
hello, study hard 104days left to freedom, oh I'm soo excited for you! you're going Taiwan!!!

ITALY part 1

2007-07-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

the stone-like ice cream. wahaha.
cute guy in Verona resturant
1 euros=$2+=one plate of chicken rice, cost of toilet entrance
the duomo of venice!
on our way to venice!!! on a taxi(boat)

sleeping with (beside) an italian man! so exciting~~~[actually i only lie there for 20sec and jump up after the photo was taken! wahahahahaha]
this thing is not a statue, but a real human being! anw i took a photo of him without permisson n without giving him $$, glad that he didn't kill me!
oh my dear romeo, you're so cute~~~~
romeo, romeo, where art thou romeo?
do you realise how small it is?!?!?!

the doumo (cathedral of milan)
one, two three, say DOUMO!!!!!!!
my first gelato in italy~~~~~mamamia
my horrendous first dinner in italy left us(esp. me) crying...sob sob. ALL seafood!!!!!!!YUCK!!!!!

my first breakfast. little did i knew that it's the exact copy of the breakfasts to come.

isn't this the cutest?! italy really have alot of weird stuff! haha
our only difference is the amount of fabric we have on our bodies! haha
the first museum we went to shoing renessaunce works, use to be an acadamy
our first meal-----chinese food! yuck spare me! it taste just like our mixed veg rice, just that it's WORST!
pasteries in milan! i got that one with the smiley face! my only piece of pastry in italy. arg...

my first plane food got me so excited! [i got so tired of it later that i never even take photo of it. lol.]
thailand airport with uncle kenneth!!!
such a beautful sight! [taken fron plane]
dawn on the plane
milan's airport[shhhh i'm not suppose to take photo here!]

there's no superwomen in reality

2007-06-30T17:55:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling piss off and weird and lazy today. i feel totally crap la. i'm going to feel all my papers common test. when i say fail i mean it la. not like those hypocrite, "aiya i'm going to fail la!" for every paper but in the end do very well. if u know me, you'll know that i'm not that kinda people. when i say that the paer is ok, i'll really get an average result when i say i'll fail, i'll really fail.
but failing is the least of my worries right now. i feel crappy because i haven't giving the peopl i love enough care and concern. i miss so many people, but i'm too self absorbed to realise i'm not the only busy and troubled person in this world. yulan, i totally miss you. i wish i can reverse time and go back to sec sch. jc is totall crap. i feel that i wanted to do so much but i end up doing NOTHING! i'm crap. i wanted to achieve so much but i end up doing nothing. i feel sad, i really do.
i miss my friends sooooooo much. qiqin, elaine, yining, tingting, yulan, weitheng, the whole bunch of band friends, alwyn.... it's so hard to find a close friend now. it get's really lonely. it's like everyone is moving on except me. it's so weird. no matter where i go, i don't feel like i fit in anymore.
i regret doing alot of things, joining council is one of them. i think i'm just not suitable. it isn't what i think it is.
i don't feel like i can do anything properly now. i think i lost part of me when i got my O level results and i still haven got it back. i wonder will i ever get it back.
sorry about not sharing about the italy trip. it's selfish of me not to. when i was there, i really enjoyed myself. but i felt bad, because it's like don't deserve it all. i wanted so much for my family and friends to see what i saw, to experience the beauty of it all.

time out!

2007-06-08T13:24:00.000+08:00

hey ppl so sorry
never heard from me for very long rite!
i went to the torturous council camp for the last 4 days with no contact from the outside world.(i'll elaborate when i come back from italy)
now i'm going to italy today!!!(i haven't even finish packing!!!)
after that i'll be stuck at home to studay for common test.
so i'll only comeagain after common test in july!
so bye everyone!!!!!
love yujie

9 goldfishes in a TANK

2007-05-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME:
-i want to go backpacking when i'm old enough, i want to travel to all corners of the world!!!
-i don't ever want to cut my hair short since my bad experience with short hair a few years ago
-i don't sit on the green seats on the buses because they are for old people and i get really really irritated when i see young people sitting on them
-there are already a few times when i sleep all the way on my bus trips home and some stranger have to wake me up ( i'm always SOOOO embarrassed! and i notice they are all aunties which shows that aunties are nicer!!)
-i think make-up makes our skin worst so i avoid using them ( because my complexion is already bad enough)
-i want to have 3-4 kids, i think having kids is essential since Singapore is facing aging population( see! i never forget what mr joseph tam taught me!!)
-i think life is not about making money, so i don't really care whether my future job has a high pay or not, i just want to do something that makes my life worth it! ( yes yes, something along the artistic field where only the toughest survive)

7 THING I'M AFRAID OF:
-raisins!!!! ( i want to start an anti-raisin club! want to join?!)
-not getting enough sleep( i think i need 12hrs a day)
-not doing well for my studies( yes, yes, it's happening right now...)
-act cute and bitchy girls( they drive me up the wall)
-guys who are POSERS ( can't stand em, feels like whacking them on the head!)
-my secrets leaking out( well...i'm still thinking about what secrets i have....that one about the digging nose, balding head...)
-my husband(in the future la) balding( hahaha, big worry!!!!)

7 THINGS I LOVE:
-GOD!(He is my no. 1)
-my family( o~~~ so important to me)
-chocolate( yummy~~ favorite food)
-painting( even though i paint really slooooowly but i still love it!)
-AHBand( i miss it sooooo much, i have so much memories there)
-eating nice food( esp SUBWAY, always makes me feel uber happy after consumption)
-spending time with the people(family, friends and...) i love, i thing it's one of the most essential thing in the world

7 THINGS I SAY MOST:
-BOO
-jokes( self-proclaimed humorous ones)
-is it?!!
-really?!?!?
-cool~~
-shuai ge(a.k.a cute guys)
-(i think i spend most of the time stoning)

7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS:
-Jerry yan( one of my favourite person! i want to get to noe him better!)
-mr willly lee( haha, i wonder what he will say...)
-yuhan( i bet she'll say something funny!)
-mr william hung( haha, i wonder what happened to him~)
-rapanzel( i want to noe her secret about how she keeps her hair so long yet so lovely!)
-ben and jerry( i want to noe their secrets about how they make their ice creams so lovely)
-YOU! ( since you noe random stuff about me, it's only fair that i noe about yours rite?! waha)

randomly ended-----credits kenn

YUMMY YUMMY

2007-05-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

I think i'm doing the impossible, but sooo many people are encouraging me on. i don't want to disappoint them. I think God understands my worries and He sent all these people to encourage and assure me. Ms Chan was really nice to me about the whole thing i really appreciates her alot. Today i heard that there is a 4 days council camp from 4-7 June and lots of rehearsal for our commendation in the 4th week. I was so so worried, because that leaves me with zero time to study. I was a little emotionally unstable the whole day and a little pressure will send me crying. But i told myself i could do it, start now, there will be time. focus on my chem and maths, pray for wisdom, God will guide me.
I think the council teacher was a little mean today, i told her my problem and she said you are a student council, you should noe how to manage your own time, she didn't realise how ridiculous it sounded. how to manage your time when you don't even have it? It makes me wonder if i made a right choice in joining. I have to give up rock climbing for sc, i wonder if it's worth it. nvm, i don't plan my life, God does, i just follow the plan. it will work out.
i'm going to study hard now, treasure all the time i have. nothing but study, study and study...

The leaning tower of Pizza

2007-05-23T01:17:00.000+08:00

Imagine this: Your art class is going on an Italy trip, you can't go even after receiving financial grant, you still have to pay quite a sum, so you told yourself never mind it's ok, you'll get a chance when you grow up. And you forgot all about it. A few months later your class started selling stuff for their Italy trip and you wonder what the money is for. Then today your teacher suddenly told you part of it is for you to go Italy. You can't believe it. you are so uber touched by their kind gesture. But you told yourself you already failed 2 test each one getting not more than 10 marks, you have every reason to stay in Singapore to study. You manage to persuade yourself and turn down your teacher's offer. SUDDENLY in the middle of the night your teacher called to tell you that an alumni from SAS was willing to sponsor you FULL! you cannot believe your ears. what?!?! FULL?!?! it is unexpected, that alumni doesn't even know about your existent. He heard about the italy trip and asked the SAS art teacher whether they need any sponsor, and the teacher immediately thought of you (even though she doesn;t even know who you are exactly) the girl who they tried to raise fund for. The teacher told the alumni about you and WHAM, you get a fully sponsored Italy trip! Amazing or simply God's grace. You really want to go but thinking about how you dunno almost everything about what happened during term1 and 2 and you have UOB painting to finish. You start to worry. but EVERYONE around you wants you to go. your parents are practically screaming for you to go.But you are worried, because there is no one to help you with your maths and chem. It's not like you never try to study, you just can't seems to get it in your head. But you really wants to go italy because you have never even sat on a plane before.

see my problem?! i'm fighting against the impossible. i'm worried. look at the time now. i feel like sleeping but i'm just too worried. should i go or not?! what will happen to my maths and chem. with no help around, it is impossible to finish studying them in a mere 2 weeks. and don;t even talk about the painting...everything was ok until that sudden phone call from ms chan. hai... dear God please guide me if this is the way you want me to go.

o man, i think i cannot communicate properly, i cannot talk on a phone properly..arg. embarrassing...

the 4 nutcase!

2007-05-20T18:30:00.000+08:00

THE TALE OF 4 ALIENS INVADING SINGAPORE!!!

there live 4 aliens from different countries: eygpt, hawaii, japan n india (a.k.a mr racist)
my japan tried to aduct a little spore boy! can somebody catch him pls~
they like to fight alot. so their shadows alway tell them to " Share. If you must" well, if i must mah, wat if i dun care?!
their shadows trying to play a trick on them again~~

so mr japan and ms hawaii decide to ask the founders of singapore why the 4 aliens should not fight.
they didn't get wat the founders were trying to say so they decide to have a taste of the nicest food on earth--SUBWAY!!
and it made then very happy~~~
they got so happy they dance around the UOB( a.k.a ugly obnoxious bitches)
and showed off their butts!!!

ms eygpt and ms hawaii realise they are starting to get along! because art connects ppl~~~
and the 4 aliens took a lovely photo of their red faces
but when it comes to leaving singapore, 3 of them started to get emo...
mr japan decided to steal a car to bring back as souvenir
but mr india and mr japan started to get really depress and wanted to jump into the famous (dirty?!) singapore river.

and i wonder wat happened to them~~~~~

bitter-sweet

2007-05-20T18:15:00.000+08:00

the past week was a particularly stressful one, wif campaigning and maths and chem test( i think i'm going to fail both! arg, anyone volunteering to help me tutuion?!) very stressful. shed a few tears. felt so wronged this week. whenever ppl accused me of doing some things i did not do, i won't say anything, i'll just keep it myself. because it's quite pointless rite?!! shouldn't u noe me well enough to realise that i'm not those kinda ppl. nvm. it's over anw, i'll live wif it. it was a horrid week. i'm starting doubt myself. i'm not even sure abt the whole council thing. no confidence of getting in. i think if i get in it is really by God's grace. everything is pilling up. PW, youth for causes... esp youth for causes, i'm very very stressed over it. it's so tough. i really hope everyone out there will support me in this charity event. it's real cool actually. it called (my idea!) CAUSEniture- funiture for a cause! it's a whole range of students designed furniture which will be auctioned. all of you out there who are interested in designing or purchasing furniture(big or small!) pls contact me! more details will be posted soon. but i think i'll visit alot of schools so there is a high chances of u seeing me. but this thing is really gigantic! so it driving me up the wall. but i hope to bring the handicap ppl and art to greater height. i really need as much support as possible!

even though the whole week is full of bad stuff, but you brought in the sweetness. thanks to you it wasn't that bad.

VJC Vs SAJC

2007-05-04T20:02:00.000+08:00

i wonder if i'll be sue for this but i dun think so
it's quite harmless

SAJC Vs VJC

Food
SAJC: compare to vjc it's good, but the price is normal hawker price so that is the bad part. but the blogger here personally find the wanton mee (esp on fried tuesday) very delicious, but you must remember to add chili (lots of it!)
VJC: food a little below average but relatively cheap, the blogger's only regret is not eating the 70 cent(correct me if i'm wrong) omelette, which is rumored to have cheese ozzing out of it (yumm~~) [for your information sajc cheese omelette cost around $2]

Canteen cleaniness
VJC: very bad
SAJC: worst [so bad, that blogger has decided to start a KEEP THE CANTEEN CLEAN campaign if she gets into SC]

Assembly
VJC: in the nice enclosed hall
SAJC: at the track at the gallery, saints always have to go to the hall if it rained that day(not forgetting the thumb print thing, which sometimes manage to register ur thumb print under other foreign alien's). the only nice thing is " GOOD MORNING SAINTS" (blogger can feel that halo shining on one's head)

Teachers
VJC: they are a dream come true, they noe what is Teaching! esp maths teacher mr ho, he let blogger felt that blogger has hope in maths. not forgetting that ever smiling mr tang! he is so cute! o and that handsome geog teacher~ [but he's married]
SAJC: can we not mention that maggi head guy whose double-chin blogger suspects is worse than blogger's own. blogger's maths is beyond salvation now. haven met a really good teacher yet. the GP teacher has hope, and the chem teacher even though wears sharp boots and monotonous voice seems to show genuine interest in blogger's welfare when he offered to lend blogger $$ to take a cab home due to blogger's state of unwell's.

Facilities
VJC: there is air-con EVERYWHERE!!!! shiok! (the only worry is blogger's dry skin) the toilets are pretty run-down except for the PT's one. oh, the art room is fab! beautiful and air-conditioned. the library is actually quite useful, accept for the part where blogger's lost-but-found pencil case's money got stolen. evil is lurking~
SAJC: nice big village, but the so-called river(drain) for canoeing is nvr use. the pool is quite cool, but nvr used by normal beings. nice (but useless) POPULAR. nice cafe which serves nice mocha. newer building but lacking in facilities. CC's chairs are nothing compare to vj'c PT's chairs. toilets are usable except for that one beside the student center, enter when u r truly DESPERATE! the sc does need improvement.
Lockers
VJC: got it, used it.
SAJC: more expensive and when do one actually gets it....

Student council
VJC: end of story, even the president is elected. Hari is treasurer!
SAJC: hmmm, blogger unable to comment as blogger is still running for it. but the v. president is quite cute.

CCA
VJC: ex-co are already selected, everyone settled in.
SAJC: some still trying to get the hang of it. blogger stills suffering from the constant recurrences of inferiority complex whenever blogger goes for rock climbing. blogger is seriously not talented in this particular area.

Uniform

VJC: Hmmm...it's wearable

SAJC: blogger personally don't mind going to orchard straight after school in it

Eye candies

VJC: the rumor about cute guys in vj is not very true

SAJC: not much hope but you can still feel their presence.

Emo Elmo

2007-05-04T19:41:00.000+08:00

i've decided i wan to be eml elmo today
yes, i think since this is MY blog, i have the Rights to do so
my dear nice GP teacher once said
blogs are for NARCISSISTIC EXHIBITONIST (i couldn't spell this word i had to do a google search for it)
yes, i'm one
i'm those kinda youth that only think of me, myself and I
that's why i blog
crap
this is a way for me to prevent myself from crying and self-mutilation
haha
today is EMO ELMO day
hooray
i don't remember being angry at anyone for a looonnng time anymore
pobably because my memory is failing me
i kept forgeting to be sad and angry
u must be wondering why i type this way?
it's for ur convinence
easier to read rite?
but this is MY blog why should i do it for YOUR convinence?!
anw, u noe what this world is full of people who want to be heard
but few who are willing to hear
that is why i seldom talk about what are the stuff inside me that are confusing me
but i just listen and let the people around me pour out their impt/unimpt stuff to me
i always feel that other need it more
so yujie talk less PLEASE listen more
i'll learn
ELMO! i'm feeling even worst now
anw, i HATE airheads, i dun understand why they have to skip the part of the brain
maybe that is how bimbos came about
i also dun understand why i have to be stuck with them
lucky me

UOB painting

2007-05-02T10:09:00.000+08:00

I am a princess. All girls are. Even if they live in tiny old attics. Even if they dress in rags, even if they aren't pretty, or smart, or young. They're still princesses. All of us. Didn't your father ever tell you that? Didn't he?

A Little Princess (1995) movie

sweet 16 SWEETER 17

2007-04-26T22:40:00.000+08:00

ice mocha frm dear lihui~

yummy choc from dear zhihao~

guess which one is my present?!

nice jonnie and nice bottle

my birthday choir, the lady beside me is celebrating her bdae too!!! cool-ness~

my birthday cake. yum yum~

i knew it!!! there's something going on between them!

o~~ the nice toilet~

nice rite?! look like a house toilet

yulan and yujie outside the cafe. look at the nice and nicer uniform!!!

happy 17th birthday( anw a candle fell off so there's actually 16 candles there!! hahahahahahahahahaha)

say cheese!!!! my dear friends~~

heya, looonnng time nvr blog, because of this silly blogspot when haywire. the most exciting and i-miss-it-alot thing was my seires of birthday celebration!!! waha. yes, yes, ALOT of ppl help my celebrate my birthday. on the actual day my class sang birthday song for me in the lecture theatre after maths lecture(yuck, my most hated subject wif that i think i can make u understand more if i change pen color teacher). i thought they wun even care lor(due to that feeling of we-are-still-not-v-close) that night when to MISS CLARITHY CAFE at bugis with shaun, chin meng, sok shin and my dearest yu lan. it's a really sweet and cosy place. love it! the food is quite nice too eventhough i prefer shaun's garlic fishy thing than our old macdonald because i think ours' is too much red meat. opps. yulan dun be angry ar. oh, that place has a really nice toilet! everyone who goes there must remember to go to the toilet k?! waha. they prepared a nice cake for me and u noe wat?! there were 4 tables including ours celebrating birthday on that day! so amazing rite?! haha. there was on table which sang their birthday song really well, so yulan and gang(actually yulan was the most enthu abt it) dared me to ask them to sing a nice birthday song for me in this really really act cute way. of cus i dare to do it la, just that it was uber embarressing. but it'a one of the nicest and most in tune birhtday song i ever heard. nice!!! then we went home and cam whore all the way! really mis having some crazy fun with yulan. i miss alwyn too!!!
my dear frens minnie(sharlyn, vote her into house com!), lihui, jody and zhi jun also celebrated my birthday for my, with this really big spongecake. it taste quite good for a spongecake la. wahaha. i;m very very touched, really didn't expected it. my cell also celebrated for me together with zhen ling jie and QQ at the sentosa outing. i was really surprised! o and the nice birthday presents from dear jonnie, zhihao, xingzhong, zhenling, saufu, wendy(chocolate!) and the lovely birthday wishes from everyone. it was on of my best birthday ever.absolutely lovely~ *contented smile,slumping down on bed*

sweet 16, sweeter 17

2007-04-19T16:02:00.000+08:00

i haven blog for sooooo long. real sad over it. it's not helping tt my com went for repair. now i'm in the sch library. arg, i'll update tonight, wif all me bdae photos!!!!

EMO ElMo

2007-04-05T20:55:00.000+08:00

saint andrew cathedral watching the musical : RUTH

xingzhong and i and trees. hahahaaha.

shit face and i. wahahaha~~~

one of the nicest bag i ever seen!!!

SOMEbody's "united nation"

nicely halfed burgers!!!

purple contact lences!

burger king actually give out receipt!!!

see those stick thin models on the walkway!!
look who is tt extra person standing behind! hahahaha

yulan and i at the LIFE concert!!!!

our light sticks!!!

the life concer ticket n post cards. whoo~~
my cell grp at burger king before the RUTH musical

nice original burger~

the few phtos of where i went during the past few week. haha. wherever i go eith the camera there's bound to be some crazy fun. sch life is driving me up the wall. i'm so tired every nite. i'm becoming a zombie, now all my new classmates know tt i'm this zombie person who like to slp. definitely not i wan as first impression. haha. SA the food is nice. nicer than vj one haha. but much more expensive too. so i keep trying to find the cheapest food in sch = 2 plain prata $1. waha. so cheapo rite. but i really very poor now, i owe zimu and QQ money. and i still need to buy my textbook and all that. i'm also very worried abt my GP, arg...how in the world am i suppose to study for it?! o n weitheng nominated me for student council. the interview will be next next week i think. tt time they say the interviewers will be council teachers. arg, die la, i always tok crap one lor. like the last time in vjc i even told them that big joke. but for teachers they demand polictically correct answers, which i obviously am not capable of. i give trueful answers not polictically correct ones. haha.
now working withf chin meng, shaun and sok shin on this youth for causes project and it's drving me a little crazy. today the organizations that we were suppose to help suddenly told me that they have too many grps helping them so they dun wan us. and i was the one left stranded there to solve the problem, for a while i wanted to give up because the problem seemed impossible to solve at the moment. so on the long bus ride home i kept praying to GOD for help. And by God's grace, the problem was solve! praise the Lord! so hope the whole event will be possible:)
i have still have worries over cca and studies and sometimes i feel really lost. i dunno where to go. i'll get fustrated and leave the school. i think i'm most likely joining rock climbing. o God pls guide me and teach me. It's God' will. not mine.

happy bdae ELAINE

2007-04-01T00:05:00.000+08:00

the famous bread of cafe cartel!!! love it man~~

QQ and tingting love em too!!!

tingting THE rabbit!!!

food food foooooooood!!!!!

i know she loves ME!!!!!!!!!!! but apparently i can't stand her....wahahaha

act cute!!!

SMACK!!!!

Gup~~

FroG FacE!!!

caught in the act!!!

the 5 of us~~~

ugly faces!!!(only pretty ppl can do it!!)

ice cream!!! yummy~

or is it sushi?!

o the last one, QQ~~~

happy birthday ELAINE!!!!
she's one yr nearer to her death bed! waha. had a really great time with the 4 of them. miss the times when 5 of us are young and innocent and sweetly together. they are precious to me. elaine, Qiqin, yining, tingting all of you were an important part of my life and always will be. we went cafe cartel and ate(very quickly that we realise tt it was quite dumb). QQ and i gave the 3 of them elephants(hand-made pls!!!!) and we gave elaine a nice mermaid t-shirt. we use the left over change to but o-so-yummy ice cream. we went crazy with my camera. had a great time!!!!

chichiwawa chichiwawa SA SA!!

2007-03-24T00:27:00.000+08:00

wenbing jie trying to look tall in the photos, haha, we took abt 4 attempts to get it rite

shirlyn and i, o i'm going to miss her~

the j1 and shirlyn and i

act cute!!!!!

o the yummy lasagne wif toooo much meat~

me, wenbing jie, QQ

wenbing jie and i, act spas

wenbing jie and i again

QQ and i qif our BIG bags. waha. great minds have great bags

my o level art work: vomitting mummy!!!

look how far AHS will go to make the students tuck in their shirts

first day in uniform and the tv showing last episode of hana kimi!!!

QQ and her spaghetti....yummy~~~

hungry hungry hungry!!! look at our monster face!!!
arg....t's very tiring to go sajc, it's too far. but i think i dun look too bad in the uniform. wahaha. i think MOST of my class ppl seems quite all right, i particularly like a few of them cus i think they are nice, like stella, wendy, laura, samantha, kendra... still have a few la. but we dun really get to noe each other yet. i just hope everyone will start to think like a class instead of running off to find their ex-class or ex-og. that is not v nice for 2nd intaker who dun really have anywhere to go. but i really must thank zimu, without him i'll not have anyone to be wif during breaks, and between lessons. and chin meng class has been quite nice to me too. i think his ex-class have nice ppl. i have to study real hard now for everything because i have to catch up to the 1st intakers. o and i do hope i can go for the art italy trip. it'll be EXTREMELY fun!!! but it's super ex, so may not be possible. o and i'm building up my lecture junk stock to prevent myself from sleeping. i really need food to stay awake!!! m&m peanut butter!!!!!! love em! and wendy is a choco maniac like me! n she loves hello panda too!!! o i think i'll intro her to m$m peanut butter, it's yummy~~~~ today wnet to meet wenbing jie and had loads of fun and yummy food!!! then went to meet the vjcsb clarinet ppl for shirlyn farwell dinner. even thought it felt a little weird but i still felt tt it's essential for me to go, because i like shirlyn n i wan to at least see her one last time b4 she goes. got to talk with her and she wan me to drin "green grasshopper" and i think she really neeeds a "sex on the beach" haha. she is v cute when she laugh. real sad tt i wun get to see her for a looonnnng time. and daryl was v entertaining, he act so uber gay lor and he always has such funny expressions. haha. too bad i cannot see him, i think he is great fun to have arnd. haha. huileng n yuxuan skirts were shorter than mine lor!!! but i wearing the pretend-its-mine-skirt la, it's very big. haha. got caught during tt dumb unform check yesterday. SA discipline system quite crap. do they noe wat is the more they try to stop it the worst it gets?! haha. can tell from the famous shorst skirts and strict rules. hahaha. can't wait for majestia. and i couldn't get the LIFE ticket concerts!!!! arg!!!!! can someone pls get it for me?!?!?! i'm really piss over this...

Macchicken, macnugget, macdonald, mac-richie!!!

2007-03-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

WARNING!!! do not enter!!

before all the hardwork starts...we are all smiles..

yu rou!!! little flower girl

it's a butterfly!!!! not a moth, mind you!

wah!

wah! wah!

wah! wah! wah!

O~~~ the double-chins-act-cool ppl!!

the cuter version of the double-chin-act-cool ppl!!

huihui jie and i. (pls i'm not rying to act cute if that is wat u r thinking)

this is where sadako lives~~~wahahahaha

monkey! i bet u dun get to see that every day! waha

look at the size of that leaf!!!

can't you see the sign?! do NOT feed the monkeys!!!

mummy and i on the bridge!! scary~~~

before we actually got on to that bridge...

the bridge!!

the bridge!!!!!!

apparently only one way~~~

say cheese!!! mmm...yummy~

WARNING!!! be careful of these monkeys!!!

look at the similarities!!!

nive background but too much sun

yes sau fu you do look quite nice!!!

wooo~~~ look at the light

i really should get a pair of new shades..hahaha

o~~~ i love the backdrop

u noe a 4 yrs old kid took this photo

yu rou took this photo~

before everthing, when i look nice n dry~~

looks like sonething out of a fairy tale rite?!

nice scenery~~

say cheese! say cheese! say cheese!!

now u finally noe where i went rite?! wahahahahahhaaha

mug mug mug

2007-03-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

wahahahaha. the hols is here again. but anw, i only had three days of sch which was orientation which was quite sian. but i think all sch's O2 were boring. but thanks to a few ppl it wasn't tt bad: yulan, zimu, weitheng, xingzhong, chinmeng, tian long, my two ogls, valerie(here are the few SAJC ppl), hazel, amy, shirlyn, baizula. the are only the few of the ppl left in my og groups. which depleted from 20+++ to arnd 7. which was totals sian-ness pls. and the ending which was disco night wasn't as fun as yulan promise me. her og ppl, was too busy worrying abt being molested. not tt i dun care but i didn't get to had fun lei. anw, i think whoever dares to molest me is one big dumb bell. firstly i'll kick his ahem-ahem. then slaps him 5 times, then punch his stomach (which really hurts alot), while screaming "molester molester molester!!!!!!" repeated until he goes deaf. all these will happen at the same time so he dun have time to run away. wahahahaa. crap.
next..........SAJC has alot of hot ppl. pretty and shuai!!! all at the same time!! o man, i cannot breathe!!!! wahahaha. seriously more than vj. haha. well to think positively, i think SAJC uniform rocks!!! can't wait to buy it. and i got my MINE my MINE very very own camera!!! cool isn;t it. it's personally mine. so u'll probably see alot of photos soon. can't wait for my unform and the camera to get into my hands, then i'll be unstoppable. waha.
and like wat tian long says we must bring the vj spirit into sajc. let ppl see the difference in us. not to show off but to spread the spirit around. foong told me i could do it. i'll try. and SA has this youth christian fellowship. which is totally cool and i think i'll join. it's really really cool!!!!
anw, i promise myself to mug hard and work out this holiday.so i'll start tml k?! i'll go jog in the morning. i promise myself!!!! waha. i'll try to finish as much chem as possible. planning to go sentosa on thursday. open for my church buds. i'll contact. anw i really wan to help saufu wif the dance thing. i haven touch dancing for a long time. miss it like siao. o shld i go kayaking?! it sounds so interesting. wahahaha. i love GOD!!!

MOS MAKES ME MAD

2007-03-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

ok, stop asking, i got posted to SAJC. it's not that i hate the sch or wat. i dun really have anything against the sch. even if i go tjc, i'll probably feels the same way, just not as bad. i'm actually quite depress. this is my blog, i DO NOT lie to my blog nor hide my feelings. today band outing, i just couldn't really enjoy myself. i feel very lost and unwanted. dunno why. and afraid of cuz. i dun really like going to new sch and meeting new ppl. i'm not a very sociable kinda person. tell u the truth, i use to be very scared of ppl. i dun talk to ppl and all. but now, grow up already so i must learn to face ppl. i'm scared. feeling down ande emo. from tml onwards, i'm officially not a victorian anymore. can't believe it, it was my dream. in all my notes and all that is the word " VJC". now i'm going to sajc. feels so weird. but i keep telling myself to put all that behind and look forward. work towards A levels. show ppl that i can do it. eh...wrong, i dun work hard to show others. but for God. yujie, look forward.... arg... today the vj ahband ppl kept saying vj stuff. and i sat there and felt like crying. o my, i sound emo again. forget it. today is just not my blogging day. i only blog because i'm afraid after school starts i'll be too busy to blog. hai nothing to say. dun wannna blog emo stuff. bye bye.

weighting machines should be banned!!!

2007-03-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

i'm officially fat. seriously. so from tml onwards i'm going to jog every morning. i must do it. it shall be part on my new year's resolution: jog every morning, even on school days. i shall start tml. yes, i will.
today was quite fun. songde came earlier to say hello, though he couldn't join us. at around five, iris,zhi hao, sau fu, li yao and qiqin came!!! i was so so happy. we went IKEA and ate. i spend half the time laughing. i think the 3 guys had fun being horny. so i think i shall start a HORNY SOCIETY. i think zhi hao and saufu are fighting to be the president, i dun mind la, let them go ahead, i shall settle to be secetary, i dun mind being the uniform-in-charge(we can all wear hot bikinis!!!) haha. who wants to join?! i noe u all out there wants to whether secretly or openly. haha. member ship is open to all out there who has horns, yup, including you, shrek. these few days kept raining so sales wasn't very good. but today sold a small rice cooker to a old couple. they are so so cute. they even wanted to drive me home, but i told them it's ok. they are really really sweet and cute!!!
there is also this weird guy from the store who keeps on irritating me, arg.... i must try to avoid him at all course. he is so eeewwwwwwwwwwww....
hey ppl, pls do take a look at the previous post, below, i upload the photos and they are quite fun to look at.
and i end work on sunday, so all of who haven't visit me, dun be sad k?! i noe u are, dun cry k?!?! hahahahaha
i suspect that i earned around $500, waha, not bad la.
ehh... i wanted to say something but i forgot...hmmm....nvm..
o anw, i miss vjc mass dance!!!
o and i heard abt the vjc sad news, it's really sad. it made me realise life is so fragile, so ppl please treasure ur love ones. u nvr noe when u will leave each other. so sad...
o i remember what i wan to say now, i wanted to say: " YUJIE WANTS TO TRAVEL ALL OVER THE WORLD, PLEASE START DONATING TO THE HELP-YUJIE-GO-AROUND-THE-WORLD FUND. it helps a nice girl to ravel around the world. that is a big dream, but i really want to do that. i love to explore every part of the world. so i think i wan to go on honey moon for one year to every part of the world. but my mum say i will have to marry a billionaire for that dream to come true. but i dun mind backpacking la. i just wants to go to all countries.(well, accept for malaysis, i've been there)
ok, fine, i'm being selfish, but i really want to go to all countries...
posting results coming out next week...so exciting....i'm tempted to go poly..

VOOM VOOM!!!!!!!

2007-02-26T23:25:00.000+08:00

heh...very long nvr blog rite...haha. because busy working, i work everyday lei, even sunday, then at night come home i busy watching hana kimi(hua yang shao nan shao nu), super nice show lor. but then hor down load very long tt y u can see me blog now, because i'm still downloading. all of u out there must watch!!!!! it's so funny and has alot alot of shuai ge. muahahahaha.
anw, HARI GOT INTO STUDENT COUNCIL!!!!!!!!!!HOORAY!!!!!!!!!!! really very happy for him. now he can help me live my council dream too. haha. ok la, fine, i admit i'm his number 1 fan. haha. jk jk.
i'm very busy working. but mostly it's very very sian on the weekdays. i just stand there and rot. because hardly any customers. but i think i becoming more pro lei. haha. but sunday i sell until super shiok. the whole week i sold a total of 26+ stuff and i sold 12 of them on sunday alone. very shuang ar. eventhough no comission but everytime i sell one thing i'll get this adranaline rush. and whoosh!!! i'll fell happier, but tt happiness last for only like 1 min. then i'll stone again. anw, the ppl arnd me oso quite interesting la( at first only, now they all look boring to me) got one of this guy who is of higher position i think, he got this VOOM VOOM hair, it's like standing up by lots of gel like a space ship. haha. and his face also makes u feel VOOM VOOM. i like to stare at him, but he is hardly arnd. dun get me wrong hor, he is not shuai. and this guy call kelvin, same company as me, he very prower one ar. my uncle told me his sales is the best. eventhough he has a looks-like-a-uncle-but-is-only-26+ look he is very hardworking and dun slack like the other promoters(especially the uncles n aunties) who take breaks like free. i think i'm the only (dumb) promoter who obey the 1 hr break rule. anw, i noe alot of funny secrets abt COURTS, so if u wan to noe can come ask me. because i cannot type it out if not i may get sue and go prison and has a bad record in work and becomes a beggar and die on the streets. ya, so thats y i cannot say it OUT LOUD.
i miss vjc and studying. it's all so much easier than working. working is tough ar. stand 7hrs. cannot sit. promote the art of saying customers-friendly lies. plugging in rice cookers for testing and end up getting nag at to stop testing because it's suppose to be check-already-but-u-can-come-back-within-7-days-if-anything-goes-wrong.
anw, today is a gd and bad day. i waited for the free shuttle bus to work at bedok mrt station. but i waited sooooooo long n i thought there was no bus today and i was late so i hail a taxi. and the taxi uncle forgot to press the meter. so i suspect he trying to cheat me $$. the taxi fare cost $5.50 lor. SO EXPENSIVE. i was very angry. then i was walking half way in when i notice the sole of my left shoe came off. i tried walking but i could hardly move. because it's has a high heel and i could hardly drag it along. then i walk pass this group of men who were slacking arnd. i suspect they drive the trucks. i think they were laughing at me lor. then suddenly this guy ran up to me and ask me whether i wan glue, i have even say yes and he ran off to get it. he really RAN. i was so amaze. he came back with a bottle of glue. and help me glue it like spreading peanut butter on bread. then he use HIS HANDS to press the sole and shoe together. he really did it very well. i was so so so grateful. and i think he is really really nice. so i conclude that malay are friendlier. opps. haha. but his so so nice lor. o my.

IKEA hot dog $1

2007-02-20T23:05:00.000+08:00

thaipan fried rice and butter squid, o man i miss that place. i seriously love it. can someone pls bring me there again?!?!
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thai pan self-made tofu. yummy~~~

thai pan!!!!

sajc's mocha ice blended--- my sole reason for going there

a happy(flat) face from dear iris! i love her!

my one and only project with vjc CIC. we built a bed and clean this man's house.

i dun even noe who this girl is but i secertly took a photo of her balloon, it's very cute, it has a fish in it!!

the old man's toilet!!! steffi n i cleaned it!!!

wenwen and i witnessed the marriage of the two dummy in art room. awww~~~ how sweet. i really miss art room!!!!

look who made this poor tree bleed...

look! both of these are actually bamboo juice, quite different eh~

guess who's underwear is this? wahahahahahaha

mr tang and mr tang!!! hahaha i miss him alot eh. his was a good art teacher

the old man's bed!!!

now you know why everyone goes to IKEA to buy hotdog

look at how big it is

my "boyfriend" and i

look what i found in the women's toilet

real beauty

2007-02-16T23:47:00.000+08:00

the 1st one is amazing. hope it made all of u out there realise something!!!
the 2nd i was trying to find the singapore one, but found it instead. but i just wan to say the song is very touching. and the whole advert is very amazing. i always feel very touched when i see it. hope all of you get it's point and mine. the real beauty is the one that comes from beneath.
just wan somehting out of my blog instead of all the boring old stuff abt myself. must be less selfish. do tag abt ur feelings and stuff abt what u see:)

COURTS megastore promoter

2007-02-16T23:01:00.000+08:00

yes me, dear me, is the COURTS megastore promoter now. selling rice cooker, kettle and airpot. haha. didn't know that thing was call airpot until today. but it's very useful. so all of you out there go spoil and smash up all these 3 stuff that are in your house. faster go!!!!! everyone ther very nice to me. haha. but all of them like brothers and uncles to me. haha. but then lei i never eat the whole day because i dun wanna eat alone but this haidir guy say rite if i wan to eat can go the store there find him, then he will bring me go eat. haha. they really nice ppl. but in ther afternoon super boring man. so all of out there if possible come visit me in the afternoon, then we go ikea eat together. when i went there today, this auntie who work wif us ate 6 chicken wings!!!! so so amazing lor. and she eat until damn pro, and so clean. hahahaaha. and she let me lisen to all these funny stuff on her phone. and this fedrick guy treat me like his daughter i think. haha. everybody just super nice to me la. haha.
anw my youngest sis just told me i quarrel wif her only twice before, o man she actually counts!!!! haha
went to school today. haha it was fun lah. the performance was so so much better than ahs one lor. all got standard man. the modern dance was super nice. kept staring at yiting. haha. but she only dance so short lei. haha. then A15 won 2nd in banner painting. haha. i design and paint one leh!!!! rock rite. we should get first la, the 1st one was crap man. i think mine rock sock. can someone pls go and steal it for me?! i scream like crazy when i heard we won. haha. everyone arnd me was staring. haha. super high in school today. later the mass dnace i oso dance like crazy. haha. last chance le leh. the cheer i oso scream like crazy. anw, xingzhong i wanted to dance wif u lei, but then a little weird so i never. haha.
xingzhong, u better do something to persuade me to go run k?! if not the thought of running even kills my brain cells.
yes, songde i die oso wan to go SC
passerby, u so nice ar, i got 11-4. u wan a hug?!
wenwen, i oso miss u lor!!!!!! i miss hanging out with you in the art room!!! i miss mr tang. anw, u missed mr josef tam dance today!!!! he is one of the hottest guy on earth!!!
jeridyn, dun lie to me..u dun sleep ar?! haha. u promise ar. pls la josef tam cutter can...
yulan sian la!!!! y u see him only after i go off?!?!
QIQIN of course u in lah! go think of club motto can?! haha. u wan a treat u come visit me first. haha
YULING sis sorry i still will not stop laughing, the mere thought of it makes me crazy. haha. great another memeber!!!! i knew it! i knew u miss me so much that u whack the rice cooker! waha.
liang, i not despo can is my life no shuai ge at all lor. anw, u lazy pig, y dun just type in ur blog add la. go visit me at courts k?! haha
hope the previous post will rock ya!!!

happy birthday yingying

2007-02-15T18:19:00.000+08:00

ying2 be honoured k, u r the title of my post. haha. thanks again xingzhong for the book, i'm half way through it and i think it's really great. liang, all yu sheng fault lah, ask him call you come out never call. think i may go vj tml to celebrate new year. if not v sad lei cannot celebrate rite. but i try not to let many ppl noe, if not they come talk to me n make me sad. haha. liang try to find me or something. but wat time celebration end ar? i got to go work lei, 12.30 must reach. anw, ppl i working at the tampines COURTS mega store, selling lame stuff like rice cooker and all that. haha. so funny rite. i going to like self study at home in the morning and go work in the afternoon. dun waste my time, make some$$ buy sch stuff when i go new sch. ppl find some reason to come visit me can?! if not it will be quite sian selling rice cooker etc. go spoil ur house the rice cooker and get a new one from me or something. i may have staff discount lei. wahahahaha. but so exciting man, i can finally work, i never work before lei. o i also never go the COURTS before, so it'll be fun. VOTE FOR HARI DARMAWAN!!!! tml is the last day of voting!!!!
went SA today, totally sian. i miss vjc big time. i miss vjc!!!!! arg.... damn sad man. i love the school. kinda hope i dun get into sajc. opps. haha. sorry yulan. seriously i so sad that i cannot cry lei. sian sian sian. vjc.....the only good thing abt SAJC is the chocolate mocha ice blended. haha. i tried looking for shuai ge today but failed. haha. the only one is not even in sajc is in sa junior sec, that was cute!!! haha. i dun mind the older and younger thingy. haha.
anw after that went out with ting2 to but ying2 present. had fun. hope ying2 likes them. eventhough they are like quite random stuff. anw, ting2 wan to open a cool shop next time and i hope i can co-open wif her. so cool lor, we can buy all sort of stuff from all over the world and put them in our shop. ting2 when u become famous, must remember me k?! and zimu met up wif us. he wan to be architech( o my is that how u spell it), anw i hope he will not give up lor. haha. so ppl pls encourage him. kinda hope that both of us get into tjc together. o saw this guy today who was wearing this very long shirt to his knees and had shades on and had this head of fuzzy wuzzy hair the look worst than a lion. i was totally amused. hahaha. and this angmoh who looks really good in shade, but that was like the end of his fashion sense, he was wearing this tight shirt and bright-blue-and-black-surfing-shorts. and black track shoes i think. so funny lor!!! i think he is quite good-looking just that he got zero fashion sense. haha. opps. so mean. anw, breadtalk the 'xiao dou dou' quite nice. got time go try. inside has peanut buttet cream. yum. and who want to join the ANTI-RAISIN-CLUB???? i'm the president, ting2 and qiqin are in it too. haha. raise ur hand if u want to join. the purpose of the club is to propaganda other ppl to stop eating raisin. and close down raisin factories. haha. i knew it, u absolutely love the idea rite?!?!?! hahahaaha. who wan to be vice president???
o and xingzhong i change my mind abt the sajc pretty girls and shuai ge thing. haha. jia you to wen2 and xingzhong for tml!!!! even if i cannot go...
liang, u got blog???

happy Valentine's day to everyone but me

2007-02-14T16:43:00.000+08:00

waha. now at home, stoning, depressing. today went to school only for maths tutorial and art lesson.actually i think mr ho is a good maths tutor, so sad that today will be like my last day learning frm him. how i wish i can stay lor. art was super slack we did nothing, just talking nonsense and all tt. i'm gonna miss mr tang and the art room big time!!! i didn't went for sc meeting today because i have officially withdrew and the i/c for nominee's night is officially hari. i'm very very sad to leave council, though i'm not officially part of it. very sad man...
well, today was ok though it's v day. i was happier giving out presents, i abosolutely love to give ppl gifts. gave hari a happy face ballon that says " HI I"M HARI FROM URSA. PLS VOTE ME INTO STUDENT COUNCIL" so cool rite, it's meant to help him campaign, that is like the last thing i can do for him. haha. too bad the lousy balloon was like hovering above the floor, hari looks more like he is walking a flying dog. hahahahaha. evryone pls vote for hari darmawan!!!!! then went my class for CT walkabout thing. i was quite sad when i saw them. haha. but i guess i must learn to " na de qi fang de xia". who noes rite i may get into my next school sc. hahaha. senior class came and i gave Hua Jia her present. haha i felt very happy. it's really ok that she couldn't get me anything, i understands. all i hop is for her leg to get well soon. when i was tallking to her i felt like crying because it's my last time seeing her and giving her stuff. i think she is a really nice person and one of my greatest regret of leaving vjc is not knowing her well. but she gave me a hug. awwwww.. so nice rite. i was a little shock because she was like jumping around on one leg. haha. i oso have this kinda experience before when i was in P6. i was on clutches for abt 3-4 weeks. quite an interesting experience. hua jia all the best in everything u do, ur angel will miss you:)
oh and receive a nice present from my angel melissa today. she is a really good cook. her cookies are yummy!!! and the cereal jar is totally cool!!! i'm very sad that i could not give her something better than the brownie. so sorry melissa!!! then i went canteen talked to clinton and hari. o man i'm going to miss clinton alot leh, though he so crap rite but he is a really good friend man. haha. pon econ and ate with him. haha. then gave a present to timt and jonathan foong, i think foong was quite surprise when my sis pass it to him. he muz have thought his secret admire-re gave it to him. waha. then i wnet to talk to both of them. we actually manage to have a normal conversation after so long. haha. couldn't find jonathan liang so didn't gave him his gift yet. wanted to go for geog but end up pon-ing it and sleeping in art room. i was like dead in the art room. totally tired. haha. by the time i woke up it was already 2.45. i miss my chance of giving to liang. sian.
then when outside band room to pass gifts to yu sheng, huileng and liang. but he so sian lor, ask him come out he dun wan. oi u think u so da pai ar.. i wan to give him personally oso cannot. anw, hope he likes it lah. i personally love it. because it's so nice n colourful, makes me happy when i see it. and yu sheng pass me this rose, but who is it from exactly ar? why the person dun pass to me personaly? it's my last day in vjc anw. ya but thanks whoever you are.
o forgot xingzhong, thank for the book!!! it's really nice. so sorry that i couldn't give ya something better. i'll spent my free time( which is like these 3 weeks) reading it. o and do tell me ur posting results k?! hope that u can stay in vjc, but go tjc oso not bad la, i maybe going there. haha.:)
think i'll be crashing sajc tml. and maybe mjc and tjc after new year. haha. ppl welcome me with open arms k. o but make sure u shave ur armpits. haha. o no, guys shouldn't shave their armpit lor, it's like one of the most gay thing. haha.
o and to that anynomus(shit, until now i still dunno how to spell the word, someone pls enlighten me, haha) who sms me, pls tell me who u r, dun be mean.

butter squid

2007-02-13T20:34:00.000+08:00

today is my last day eating at thai pan enjoying the delicious thai pan fried rice, butter squid and tofu. because i'm officially not a victorian anymore unless someone gonna petition for my stay or the principal fall in love with me or i becomce a billionaire and bribe the sch to let me stay, but highly impossible of course. waha. but i was quite ok abt it, chin meng and yulan kept telling me that its ok to cry but seriously i'm over it le. no point crying rite?! no matter what i still cannot stay. tml is valentine's day and it's also my last day in vjc. just wan to enjoy myself. got lots of stuff to do tonight. but i'll finish all the presents man, even if it means not sleeping, i wanna thank alot of ppl. and i think my angel and mortal damn lucky. hahaha.
today was actually quite fun in school lor. chin and yulan came. den kept rying to help them blend in and hide. haha. they had to hide in the toilets in the morning. chin suad that he heard somebody shitting in the next cubicle. so funny lor!!! haha. i only went for one maths lecture today. haha. damn slack rite. but i cannot stay le mah and cannot be sc. so go crazy while i can rite. hari, chin, yu lan and i went to hari's econ lecture and paper msn through the whole thing. damn slack lor. i was also writing to my dear band angel/mortal who suddenly wrote me a letter. hey if u r reading rite pls remember to tag yea? and hope u like ur present tml. haha. i think the 4 of us together oso quite fun, alwyn should have come today. and thanks wenwen!!! o and yiting i hope u are well:) o thank to dear hari yulan n chin got free badge today! waha. o man i going to miss SC. i like some of the sc nominees man, like dominic, dilshab, wayn.... dun really remember their names. haha. but ya, hari i'll help with the nominee's night k?! i promise ya.
o tml v day how exciting! hope someone handsome will biao bai to me! haha. fine la. i noe it's impossible. but i dun mind spending v day with my friends. i dun wanna grow old so quickly man. i believe v day can be for good friends too. still got alot of stuff to say but gotta go prepare v day stuff. anw, did u notice i like to say o man?! haha sounds so funny and poser rite but too bad. haha. o man!!!!

2007-02-11T21:55:00.000+08:00

you want to fight is it? you first. dinosaur let pear.
wahahahahahaaha. thanks zhi hao. so funny man.

time to laugh

2007-02-11T20:49:00.000+08:00

this is what happens when you get the cinema all to your self, you dun care less and the chairs get dirtied. waha. love it man! damn shuang!!!

huihui jie hack care too. up u go sexy legs!

the movie that we watched and i. are we cool or wat? ok fine, he is cool and i'm 'or wat'

look! i'm so tiny beside the big screen!!! it's not everyday you get to stand beside the movie screen!!!

iris iris, wat are you doing...eh eh...hahaaha

stop yujie!! you're stepping on the chairs!!!

yujie, iris, zhi hao. the supermen of the movie theater!!!!

mummy!! how dare you eat nachos?! i thought u on diet?!

the queen and i

o my. it's SERIOUSLY very heavy k?!?!

who0 hoo~~~~ the movie theater all to ourselves!!!!

zhi hao and his best friends

hey, they are my best friends too!!!

rock on man!!!!

since i'm over my emo state i shall return back to my crazy self. showing to you the photos i took with zhi hao's phone. when we went to watch the M18 movie that start with the letter A. haha. can someone pls tell me the name?!

sometimes we are so bless that we forget that we are

2007-02-11T20:06:00.000+08:00

hey everybody, after much persuading and love and concern from all of ya, i will try to stand up now. and i'm going to share with all of you why. but firstly i must thank sharon and yiting. they are very special and nice ppl. it's really very amazing. i became very depress since friday, even though i never say anything rite, but when i "disappear" after i got my result i really wanted to end my life, i was sitting at the back of D and T there, and i was thinking, where could i get a pen knife. seriously. i was soooo emo lor. i cannot even stand myself. yuck. so emo. yuck. so emo. ok but it's very true. yesterday after my dad ROAR(he seriously was roaring, so scary lor), i wanted to find the pen knife again but luckily i was in my mum's room and no knife there. super emo rite. ewwwwww. cannot believe that i actually habour those thoughts. but seriously random ppl started showing me concern in everyway possible. firstly, it's sharon, i dunno her. maybe it's just that i cannot put the face together with her name. but yes, she was really nice, tagging and actually bother to find my number to sms me encouragments. it's so amazing rite. then is this xingzhong guy from dhs. he actually bothered to sent me a bible verse and christian songs. and i dun even say hello to him in vj lor.(that is because i'm quite a dao person). then is yiting, sorry but yiting, at first i thought u quite a dao person, but ur tags really touched me. it's so amazing, after reading them i feel so much better. dun all of you find it amazing?! i know i do.
through this whole episode i find that i'm quite selfish, i only thought of myself and act all emo and keep crying(and finding penknife, hahahahaha). i never once thought of how ppl will get worried and all that. i didn't know everyone actually bothers abt me, actually cares. like clinton, we sorta drift apart after we spilt classes, but he actually still cares about me and all that. hey clinton dun forget we are going to appear on the newspaper, yea?! o and zimu, he kept trying to cheer me up on msn. and qiqin, o man, she is like the bestest friend anyone can get, i noe she oso not feeling happy but she only cares to worry for me and kept on cheering me up. and i was so totally selfish and ignored her feelings. girl, i'm so sorry. and wenjun, u still remember me in ur mist of happiness, thanks. o and hari and kelly( i assume it's her chin meng) ya, both of u are real nice. thanks. let's not forget cynthia, who tried hard to think of jokes to cheer me up and giving me the honour of appearing on her msn nick. o wenwen, thanks, i wish i can hug you. o chao yang and jeridyn, thanks for ur concerns on msn. o and jiaxin, she still remembers me:) and yu lan, dun worry i'm alright now.
o and all the church ppl, songde, huihui jie, zhen hua ge, iris(hug ya), zhi hao, pastor, pastor's wife, faith...and some more i think. they were all like comforting me and giving me advice today. they kept on encouraging me to go on. it's really amazing. like what my mum reminded me today, that i'm actually very blessed, so many ppl care abt me. thank you everyone, it's because of all of you that i am willing to stand up( o sounds cheesy). haha. but hey it's true.
anw, due to discouragment to go poly, i think i'll put tjc, sajc and mjc as my choices. my parents, huihui jie and pastor all want me to go there. so i go lor. if i go there i think i'll take bio, chem, maths and art. haha, my fire for art is ignited again. amazing....whoo~~~ well, that is if vjc dun wan me after meeting them tml. the chances of going back vjc and actually getting into science is 0.1%. it'll take a miracle because i'm not even using band to appeal because i'm seriously not a talented band member. but tjc may not wan me either, but that one i can still use art to appeal la. haha.
i dunno whether to go back vjc or not for the 3 weeks, if the school says i dun really have to go back then i wun. but i will miss alot of ppl, but if i go back i'll have to take econs test!!!! no i do not wan to take econs test!!! ok, that is not a good reason. but ya, going back oso very no face. but not going back is very irresponsible. but going back have to see the KC girls,ewww....but not going back i cannot see my angel and mortal. but going back means i have to go for cross country ( i dun wan to run!!!!!) and JTS ( junior treat senior, treat ur head la! i not even staying treat for wat?! and i'm BROKE!!!) but i dun go back i cannot celebrate V dae( o and give flowers to the guyS that i have crush on, i have alot of crush k?!?! hahahahahaahahaha) ok, so now wat.....hmmm... my personality is splitting..
dunno man....sian.... see wat vjc says tml. i'll go find the principal if he is willing to see me. haha. so exciting rite. i wonder wat will happen....

flung me down the building pls

2007-02-11T00:50:00.000+08:00

o man...everyone in church know what happened...i'm dead...

u stupid uncle, how dare u cheat me?! you wan to die?!?!?!

2007-02-10T22:55:00.000+08:00

o man, thanks for all the nice tags. i really love all of you. you all give me hope. o man, my previous posts damn emo rite?! though i feel damn emo stil but yea, i bought a super nice bag today so i'm happy now. ok. i dun really dare go church. sian...

thank you xinzhong, even though i dun really noe you but you are really nice to me. the song made me cry. thanks, you're even nicer than some of my frens. haha. thank you. i get what you're trying to say:)
thank you elaine and qiqin, both of you really made my day. especially elaine, nice joke man. haha. we did alot of stupid stuff today. at least i forgot abt my results for a while.
i feel damn bad la. i think my parents hate me for sure. because i'm not as smart as yuhan and all. they wan me to choose the path they want me to go. if i dun i'll not be respecting them. ya, i'm just a not filial child. too stupid for all of ya rite.. i noe... i understand... i;m sorry k...
o man, thanks sharon pls let me noe who u r. i wan to thank you personally. wenjun, tell mr tang he is really talented and nice. i really like him. and u wenjun, thanks. o shit i'm crying again. arg....
wenwen, i miss you.... hai... i dun have anymore dream le... i can never fulfill my dream. thanks cynthia.
o man, i actually good mood one lei.... i wanted to tell all of u abt the stupid uncle who cheat me... o man, i'm damn evil. pls everyonw, ignore me can?! i feel like i'm trying to gain all of you the attention. like a spoiled kid. pls dun be so nice to me can?! i don't deserve it..
o songde, thanks, u r a really great brother:)
i should stop crying... my eyes hurt...i should stop being emo... it's totally disgusting...
i miss vjc ppl... i dun wan to go but... i really miss everyone... wenwen, jeridyn, enid, chao yang, leanne, rachel, mr tang, ms chia, hari, andy(student council), cynthia, the ursa council who help me paste the poster, ado, anthony, some of the ursa nominee, marcus, eirene, jonathan(the band one and the ogl), timT, hui shan, yi juan, hua jia, my angel ( i still dunno who u r), elroy, my larry lim, mr josef tam, mr ho, wei jie, jingyi, shayne, ginny, huimin, shirlyn, yuxuan, yueyang, yusheng, hui leng, choon cheng, steffi, jason, chilli, xiangling... still got alot...
life still goes on..

wasted

2007-02-10T10:45:00.000+08:00

u noe wat...i think i wasted my sec school years. i study so hard but got shit result. i lost my friends. i'm not really close to my band frens. we are close but not that close. some don't really care. i'm not close to my class. i lost my close friendship wif elaine, ting and yining. i lost in both studies and friendship. whao, i didn't realise i was such a loser. let me die.

hang me please

2007-02-10T09:49:00.000+08:00

i can't stand it anymore. i wan to die. i really wan to. i'm not talking to my family. i dunno wat to say to them. i disappoint them badly. i disappoint my classmates. i disappoint everyone. i'm sorry i'm so dumb n stupid.
dear wenwen, sorry i'm not staying in vj no matter what happens, no i'll not appeal. i dun wan to stay in band, i suck at what i play. i'm tone deaf. if i even see vjc i'll cry. i give up. i dun wan to go back to our class and see everyone trying to comfort me and say it's alright. nobody will understand. i love the student council. but i noe i will not be able to go back and continue to run for it. i'm a loser. i'm good at nothing. only a stupid school will accept me. if i'm a principal i'll not accept myself. wenwen, help me tell jeridyn and enid i really like them, they are one of the nicest ppl i'd seen arnd. tell leanne and rachel they should cont'd they jokes and laughter, they are really fun to have around. tell jessica she is one of the nicest nicest ppl i ever seen. if i stay in vjc she will have been one of my best fren. tell ms chia she is quite a cute teacher. tell chao yang even though he is dun really like me but i think he is actually quite nice. and you wenwen i really lke u, u r so cute and friendly n all that. i'll never enjoy my time in vjc as much without u. i'm sorry to say good bye. i'm sorry i couldn't say goodbye to all of you personally. i just cannot stand the pain of seeing all of you face to face again. o i forgot to congrat all of you for doing so well.....
i've been crying non stop since yesterday. o man i sound emo. but o no i'm crying again. shit. sorry if u r reading this pls stop reading. pls. i only blog because i got nobody to talk to. i don't dare to talk to anyone. i bet everyone is disappointed in me. i really cannot tell all of you how sorry i am. o no i don't feel like going out with QQ today but i dunno wat will happen if i stay at home. i know sonething bad wil happen.
o to zimu, thank you alot alot. u really are a v good brother. u really cares. thank you.
to my family: mum i'm sorry, i'm so dumb. to daddy, i'm sorry i embarress you. to yuhan, i'm sorry i cannot go to school with you anymore, i really wnt to thank you for encouraging me all the way when i'm in vj, if not i wun have anjoy my time there. to yu xuan, it wasn't youe fault, i'm the problem. to yu rou, i love you.
i hope life dun goes on.

hang me pls...

2007-02-09T22:22:00.000+08:00

ppl do me a favour, dun ask me how i did. i promise i will either kill u or bash u up. believe me i will.
i cannot go vjc le. my dream dashed. i dunno wat happened to me. maybe i was too dumb to realise i was dumb. yujie wake up la!!!! don't think u are so smart k!!! u are so stupid lor. haha. i sound very emo rite. ya i am. today i got so sad that i went off to hide. that moment i wish i had a penknife with me. it's my turn to act emo. i never cry so badly before. i dunno what went wrong. i think i'm just plain stupid. seriously. where am i going now? i'm not sure. anywhere is fine. yishun, serangoon, even poly.... they are not so bad actually. o man i think i'm damn mean and making alot of enemy. sorry ar, u can dun forgive me if u wan to. i noe i'm mean but i cannot do anything about it. just like the way i'm stupid, i oso cannot do anything about it. i'm really sorry to those ppl who call me and got a scolding from me. i'm really sorry to those who msg me but i never reply (almost all, even though there were those i wish to kill)
today i found out who are those who really care for me. those who stay by my side even when i cannot stop crying. thank you QQ, yulan, yingying, tingting,elaine, cally, huiying. if u all didn't accompany me today i wun be here typing. thank u QQ even though i noe u are oso v sad but u still gave me a shoulder to cry on. thank you yulan, i'm really happy for u. i shouldn't be so mean i should be happy for you. i'm really sorry that i couldn't let u go celebrate today. sorry. thank you hari, even though u dunno wat to say to me.
tell all of u a secret ar, even though i v sad rite and i act like i dun wan all of u rite, but i really wish all of you, girl or guy will give me a hug. it will make me feel much better. (even though it doesn't apply to all guys, i really hate some guys)
i'm not stepping into vjc le. i dun wan to appeal either because i dun wan to use band to stay. i'll miss vjc. i really love the school. but lucky for my house student nomineee u have one less competitor. and my house ppl dun even have to vote against me. i noe that there must be ppl who are happy that i did badly, well, good for u. tooo bad i cannot celebrate valentine's day le. no school to go to mah, so cannot celebrate valentine's day. wah seh....i'm damn sad. i wan to jump off my block. but hey i dun wan to make my mum sad. to my angel and mortal in vjc, i'm really sorry i think both of u are damn nice. i'll send gifts to both of you. to jessica, jeridyn, enid, wenwen, rachel and leanne. u all make my class life happy. i'll never forget all of ya. to marc the sc president, thanks i learn alot from you, dun worry i'll be a responsible person and get hari to take over my job, he is really responsible.
o i forgot to thanks my family, thank you and i'm really sorry for my mean-ness. i really cannot help it. i'm really sorry. i really am...
i think i'll go sajc with chin meng, we'll look quite nice in the uniform. i only go there because i like the uniform. at least i still have chin meng with me, not too lonely. life has to go on...

Vote for the hottest one! ME!!!

2007-02-01T23:51:00.000+08:00

U is for URSA! U-R-S-A ursa! U is for URSA U-R-S-A ursa! vote for me, Goh Yu Jie (and Hari)!!! Thank you! Thank You!
o man! so scary! the campaigning is offically starting on monday and i got alot alot of stuff to prepare. o no! scary! whoo~ need to creat posters, banner, brochure, speech...v v busy. until i cannot breathe le. but that is the fun of it. anw tell u abt the sc meeting on wed. i went late, but i have a good reason k?! i had band pract and i had to leave in between and Mr Tan (dear conductor) was talking and i dare not interrupt him. and i was late by a few minutes 3 or 4, according to school clock. it was scary!!! marc ( the president) was v particular abt punctuality. the ursa sc seniors even warn us die also cannot be late for the morning meeting which starts at 7.10am almost everyday next week! ( sorry, interruption: "ZHI HAO is 1.8!!!" end of interruption) then we had alot of stuff to do, speech, CT walk.... then marc asked for volunteers to be the general secetary of the week who have to pass down infor and all that, so sian rite, who wan to be that lor, but 3 ppl raise their hands lei...but i expected it la, Sc are suppose to be willing to do everything..but then hor when he ask for volunteer to be nominee day in charge( the person have to prepare for the nominee day and do all the food and all tt) but u noe wat?!?! nobody raise their hands lor!! (interruption: zhi hao dig his nose in front of moi!!! interruption ends) i was like waiting and thinking y no enthu ppl?! i thought we r all sc nominee?! then i just rise moi's hand and ta da!! i was the ic. then i knew the reason, my class mate ask me y i so hiong..but i think it's ok lor. very fun wat..
then went to the ursa meet senior sc meeting. our sejnior all very cool one lor, got all the dance ic, i'm going to ask them teach me mass dance!! and got one frm AHS. yea.. our ursa ppl all very enthu and i really like most of them. hari also campaigning with moi!!! he was very funny, he said that we never officially introduce ourselves so he took out his hand to shake mine, eventhough i was thinking o my, my hands are like so cold from nervousness la. then he said: hi, i'm hari" then i said " hi hari, i'm yujie" ..................so funny rite?! elaine be jealous!!! haha i get to work with hari who i think is a super nice person! haha.anw, hari was ahs prom king so he is good-looking! anw after i finish our campaigning poster i'll show ya!! it'll be uber cool!!!
here showing the photos of me and the road that i painted till 4am.

hot dog

2007-01-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

hello, i love u my dear blog. i'm so sad that i never talk to u for days. i'm so busy lately. vjc is sort of becoming nicer now. getting closer with class, cca....anw, tml sc interview result coming out..so scary. i screw it up. waha. there is this weird council who keep asking me questions. the weirdest one goes like this: "why is your email kaypoh101?" wat the lor. u wan to know the answer? dun care la, u wan or dun wan i still say la. it's very funny. it's b cuz in sec 1 i wanted to noe this guy who was sitting in front of me(guess who is it?!) then i v kaypoh keep asking him rubbish. then he ask my email add and the my email add was damn lame la it was yujie101 so in order to make is more funny n interesting i told him it was kaypoh101. then at nite i straight away went and make a new email just to sort of impress him. hahaha. the council ppl laugh like siao. so there is a high chance of me not getting in. but i'll follow God's way for me.
yesterday was iris bdae party. super fun lor. haha. iris has alot of frens lei. i think if i have party hor, not alot of ppl will go lei. who wans to go ar? raise ur hand. nvm, i shall not force u. haha. i hope iris u enjoyed urself. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! wa, u v old now lei..haha.
today i finalyl got the hang of partial fraction! thank u weitheng. but all ur fault, now i nee to find ppl to go watch movie wif. went out wif ah han and siao mei mei today. waha. tried to find a perfact bag but fail badly. ya so ppl ar, i still need bag k. we went to eat the western food at the 4th floor. i felt that it wasn't as nice as last time. anw, i heard v funny jokes today. so next time when u see me rite just ask me abt the potatoe and sea food. i will tell u. super funny. anw, when me and yu han walking home we super crazy la. we were like singing n dancinh on the street. and we saw out dad's car and we turn arnd in circles. waha. super funny. and we keep pairing the street ppl up and sining " wo men liang shuang shunag dui dui cai hong nu ar cai hong nu" waha. then yu han say she next time will get retribution. cuz she always say funny stuff to random kids on the streets nxt time her kids will get bully by street ppl. and she old the ppl will laugh at her. then i ask her go bang the car until she dies. waha
anw jc ppl like to use the word random, so i shall be in and use the word random. random, random, random. waha.sounds like condom. haha.
anw, i playing angel and mortal game now wif senior-junior class and band. then my band angel mortal is same person so quite lame. but i manage to find someone to adopt him. waha. playing the game is quite tiring. haha.
sian, need to sleep le...if not tml lecture will sleep. bb for now...o man...i'll miss u... and i think i'm a hot and sexy hot dog lor..

wahahaha i'm 170cm now~

2007-01-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

HEY YOU I AM 170CM NOW! hahahahaha to you girls out there who inspire to be models, i noe u r totally jealous and to the guys i noe u are sad because the guys i'm looking for now have to be at least 180cm hahaha. anw let me share interesting that happen to me:
tt day i was on the bus and holding my very ugly pink checked umbrella and next to me is this malay lady sitting down who has the exact umbrella as moi!!!! i wanted to laugh lor. i actually own an umbrella that is the same as an auntie!!! and we were so fated to meet. i should have tok to her..
i found out that someone i'm not suppose to name 's girlfren is call yuhan!! and her sis is call yuxuan!!!(who is currently in vjcsb, i shall tok to her someday, she's pretty) so coincindental rite!?!?!?! haha. who noe maybe she have a younger sis call yu rou!!!
i wanted to join council but today they annouce that the registeration fee is $2!!!! wat?!?! crazy ar wat if i dun get in? it should be a deposit, they should pay me back if i dun get in. i shall try and on the day of my speech(if i manage to pass the interview) i shall say that my first reason for joining council is that i dun wan to waste the $2. hahaha.
went to AHBand bbq on sat, it was very fun. i enjoy it felt very happy and not stress. i was the chicken wing auntie, cooked chicken wings the whole nite and as a result?!?! pimples!!!! arg...hope everyone enjoyed their chicken wings...it came wif a sacrifice lei...my face.. anw, dear jiaxin pls send me the photos which contain my face k?! thanks!
weitheng came to my church and cell. haha so happy. u should cont'd to join us, enjoy having u around. haha. and dun forget u are Bjc's principal and the founder of the YUjie love you club!!
anw if all of u out there dun mind i have 2 tiny wish:
1) get a nice n cool bag for school. sling or tote bag. dun wan those clth kind, i have like alot of those. and u can toatlly ignore wat i just type, it's only for reference!! hahaha
2) i wan to watch Blood Diamond!!!! it's a very good movie and it has a very cute lead actor. my dearest leonardo di caprio( it that how u spell it?! can't believe tt i cannot even spell a cute guy's name!!!) who wan to watch it?! u can give me a treat as i'm currently very broke..
3) sorry last one, i need a swimming partner, preferbly one who can swim frog style cus i dunno how to. and one who is free on monday afternoon. i'm swimming cus i wan to remian a nice, fit and tan body. i do prefer guys who ar interested who dun watch porn. thanks. (just in case they get dirty ideas. hahahaha)
4) last last one, dunu ppl out there dare say i look sleepy k?! because i'm not! i'm energize! u just need to remind me to open my eyes bigger. thank you!
wahaha. so long for today, i'll come and tok to you soon:)

recreational....

2007-01-10T23:38:00.000+08:00

die la. i'm a lousy pork girl. i can only get in recreational netball. haha. i noe i deserve it la. i never play netball before still wanna act thick skin and go trial. so i dun think i joining netball le. arg.. but i really wan to join sports lei. i dun wanna loose my tan. (even though i'm not sure u can count it as a tan) waha. anw, u who are reading this, i'm really glad that u r. i'm really grateful to those ppl who tag. all of u r really nice. anw, i think everyone should go make friend wif cynthia she is a very nice and cute person. no wonder yu han loves her. haha. thanks iris, i should pray before deciding where to go.
these few days in school have been tiring and sian. i wan to go sci! pardon me, u can just ignore me whenever i pop in the word "science". i can't help it. anw, today wenjun tell me tt we may get back our result on 9th Feb. great! asap. i can't wait. even if it means leaving vjc. i just wan to go sci. opps. here i go again. arg.. forget it...
i think my classs is ok. i dun really care. nice normal ppl(just incase they stumble over my blog, i shall not leave any negative thoughts) but i hate my lessons. yuck! geog....dun like it. too much crap stuff to study. i even when to tell the geog teacher today that i dun wan to take the notes at all because i confirm not taking geog. tt teacher seems quite astonish. anw, on GP yesterday the teacher gave a spelling test anjd i got like more than half the words wrong. hahahahahaha. dumb rite. but no choice, i'm this lousy. but at least my chinese is not tt bad. and at least i'm nt a banana. wahahaha. so wat if my spelling is porkeridon. there is a diagnostic test for GP tml. i'm going to die! i think everyone in my class the english is super. now i just reaveal another secret! my english is disgusting... dun let my class ppl know. hahaa.
went for netball trial. i was horrid. haha. dun talk abt it le. you can always approach me to ask for the details. but i will admire u for being so courageous. haha. thenwent to band. arg....the pieces were so difficult. i also have doubts abt joining band. but wat can i do rite...just join first and see wat happens. got alot of girls join clarinet. i think the tkgs girl is the prettiest. i saw lot of band guys talking to the girls. waha. guys... i oso never go and talk to the cute guys lor. but the problem is there were none. haha.
vjc lessons always end very late. at least until 2 o'clock. i went home at around 7 today. haha. so tired but i still got homework to do. i promise my self i'll finish my econ homework by tml. anw, felt asleep during econs today. haha. but i guess alot of ppl fell asleep too. i must concentrate. i promise myself to do well in studies rite. too bad nobody is around to kick me. went for art lesson today too. the teacher got a super cool spect. very old fashion but i think it's cute. art now has theory!!! yuck. i will die ar. luckily i'm not taking it after first three months if not i'll die. anw, vjc ppl should check out that human installation in thier library. it's cool and wow. that's the only piece i like around in the school. if i got chance i will take a photo of it and post it. but will i be violating copyright....hmm...probably not..
today when me and han walk home, we saw a dead blown up rat! ewww.... thate was shit stuff in it's anus. yuck. we took a photo. i'll probably upload it on my blog soon. but we must first find that wire thing to connect to the computer....
can't wait to meet yulan they all tml!

Shake Shake lime tongue

2007-01-07T20:12:00.000+08:00

hope all of you enjoy this spastic video. if all of you have the free time, do buy a shake shake lychee/lime tongue. it's fun and delicious. dont' get me wrong, they did not pay me to advertise for them.

need a personal trainer?!

2007-01-06T23:49:00.000+08:00

just read marcus blog n found that he is also a self depressing person like me. quite amaze because i always thinks that he is super confident and everyone loves him. i guess this kind of thing is quite normal. and not everyone seems to love vj. but i use to love it before i got in.
thank you emperor momo, though i have no idea who u are, u are very encouraging and nice. i hope to grow to love vjc too. it was my dream school. if everyone in vj is like you, vjc will be a lovely place to be in.
thank you QQ and Jos(whoever this is) all of you have gave me encouragement. i will work hardm and love vj.i think my class ppl are nice, just that i wan to go sci, so there is nothing to do wif my class. anw, there is a very pretty girl in my class call serene. vj ppl should go check her out, though she is already attach. very pretty, seriously.
anw i read this book called " Can you keep a secret?" forgot the writer's name. it's really funny and you're suppose to try to share all your secrets so that the world can become a better place. what do you think? do you agree? feel free to give your comment by tagging. i personally think it's not quite ok to share personal secrets. wat if i annouce that i can't stand mr president? i will probably be dead the next day, even though singapore is suppose to be democratic. (dun get me wrong i think our president is a lovely man)
so now i decide to share 2 secrets of mine(some ppl already heard abt them)
1) i use to love touching boys shaved heads, especially that boy sitting infront of me (in kindergarden)
2) i cannot help but stare at really cute guys and really pretty girls, i will just keep staring, sounds pervertic doesn't it. waha ( but if u caught me staring at you, doesn't mean u are cute, u may be weird looking)
waha, feel free to drop in your secrets too. i will love to hear abt them. Let's just see wat happens when ppl really starts to share their secrets around. haha.
God Bless Everyone:)

Creon!!

2007-01-06T12:04:00.000+08:00

firstly i'm very glad creon won! it's our crew n we came in 1st! didn't expected tt because it's like we were 6th place before tt. i think it was because during the silent game thing creon initiated all the scool church. my ogl said tt some other ogl was so touched tt they cry. amusing. haha. i'm only glad because i'm those kinda ppl who likes winning. i noe is not gd to feel this way but i still do. i still dun really like my crewlet. there was this three girls who ran off to SLEEP during all the game n mass dance n only came back when the orientation ended! wat the.. they act so superior lor. if they are reading this i'm dead but who cares la.
when to our classes yesterday. damn sian. not because of the ppl or anything but because i dun wan to be in art fac. i wan to go science! thats the thing that vjc is horrible abt, they are making me very very unhappy. i dun think anyone will understand how it feels like. because it's like all the arts fac ppl are really happy to be where they are. they even have cheers to laugh at the sci fac ppl. but i'm not happy at all. it's hard to love ur ct class if u noe that u will leave them no matter wat after the first three months. it's like almost everyone in my class take TSD and ELit. AHHH!!! i dun. my CT is this wierd teacher, who is suppose to be the Lit teacher. dun really like her. when one of the student ask her wat are her fav book she started saying all these weird stuff abt how she puts her book by the periods n alphabetical order. so amusing. then she talk abt all the writers who i seriously dun understand. i didn't understand a single thing she says! so paiseh lor. wonder if the ppl around me understands. i bet they do lor. ARG... feels like crying..
the thing is everyone around me seems to love their school!! QiQin, yulan, alwyn... they all love their scholl accept me. WHY?! WHy?! why is it only me?! mus be my own problem. i must have gone crazy somehow without realising it. why can i not blend in wif the ppl?! i'm suffocating under all the stress to blend in...
woke up late today n didn't go to band. kinda regret it. i really didn't want tp ps yusheng. so sorry yu sheng. i seriously overslept. i oso dun mind going band. i dunno wat to do. i feel like changing sch. dunno la. hai..
anw ALL GUYS WATCH PORN! that is so gross. eww... disgusting. i noe because johnathan my ogl admitted it happily n when around to ask my groug guys. event this guy who look so good boy admit he watches it lor. only this guy who says his a christian dun watch it. i didn't noe guys are so....ewww...boys, all of you mus learn to control...haha

V..Victoria!

2007-01-04T23:20:00.000+08:00

firstly ppl if u're reading my blog please remember to tag! it's very important to me, i'll really appreciate ur little action. thanks.
i'm in vjc now. today was 2nd day of orientation. i couldn't really get totally involve because it's like i got no confidence to stay after first three months. i oso find it hard to click wif the ppl inside. maybe because i very slow to warm up to ppl. my orientation group is creon, crewlet cerebro. my group is ok, average, not super enthu. so find it hard to warm up. i also find it hard to accept their culture. no matter how much i dun like anglican, i'm still a ahs girl. chi-na one. haha. i keep worrying abt everything, wat will ppl think? am i gd enough? should i say this? eventhough i feel like commenting abt everything, but i didn't. but i like my og leaders, they are really nice ppl. timothy, huay shan, hui juan ( i'm not sure of the spelling) they are like mama n papa of the og. except for jonathan, he seriously look like a ip guy. haha.
i'm oso sad because i'm not taking the combi i wan. n the tsd teacher say i'm a self-confess-lousy-english-person so better not take theater studies. so i took art instead. quite sad when they judge me on my english. i'm not tt lousy...ok, very lousy..arg.. dunno wat it's going to be like. tml we'll go our class..sian ar....
anw, alot ppl think tt yuhan n i look alike, still got ppl say we're twins lor. waha. who wans to look like her lor. haha.
i sign up for 5 cca today. haha. crazy rite. but yuhan oso did the same thing so i'm normal. i sign up for, netball ( dunn whether i can into the tryout), student council ( must go through alot of interview n stuff), community involvement council( must go through interview too), band ( not sure whether i will stay) n interact club ( maybe joining for sure). hmm, so it' like actually not alot. hahaha.

Grow up...ewww..

2007-01-02T23:47:00.000+08:00

me, graduation day, outside my class
me n my 'loyalty' painting
i painted this for my class, i love it!

AHHHH!!!!!!!!!! i'm going to vjc tml. very excited but very scared too. not sure if i can get use to the enviroment. it feels so weird to be going to a new school. i wanna be very enthu but dunno can make it or not. i'm still very excited though. 4 years of my sec sch life juz pass. it's so crazy, it's too fast for me. i'm not very good at blending into new enviroment, so i;m worried. sec sch life was fun. i spent great times in band. i grew up alot i changed alot...
anw it's 2007 now so i'm going to share my new year resolutions!
1) read finish the bible ( i'll try my very very best!)
2) study super hard (i'm not studying hard enough)
3) do well in cca ( i never really try my very best)
4) be more sporty ( i'm quite a lazy pig)
5) show more love n concern to my family n friends ( b cuz i think i'm quite mean)
6) try to bring at least 3 friends into the church (i'll try..)
7) be friendly (sorry i noe i'm not)
8) treasure wat i have...

so many rite... so if u see me not rying hard enough to fufill any of the above, kick me or something. thanks. i really dun wan to waste this year. anw, i really muz thanks alot of ppl this year for guiding me n loving me n showing me so much care. i'm lazy to name them all but i really want to thanks my family. everybody out there pls remember to love your family, because they will be wif u for almost the whole of ur life. they are the ones who love u the most. so love them!

SULO is yaya!

2007-01-02T00:25:00.000+08:00

rainbow day! carebear stare!

on our little hill
see, we posing with the 'ppl' on the top! haha

yesterday n today were both uber fun. enjoy it! yesterday after church went to sentosa wif band. the lousy thing is there was no sun!!! i didn't manage to get tan at all! arg.. anw, today is jerry yan's birthday! happy birthday to you! happy birthday to you! happy birthday to jerry yan! happy birthday to you! if you r reading this sing him a birthday song too k? He is like one of my favourite guy on the earth! his everything a guy could be. cute, handsome, kind...etc. love him!! anw, back to topic, it was fun yesterday, dear yong quan taught me volleyball. i improve a tiny bit. elaine, jolene, QQ n i secretly took wei theng camera n took alot of photos. haha. wei theng u better send me if not i chop off ur head!! anw, wei xian spect got lost! so ke lian! nobody could find it. nvm, good chance to change to a new pair, get a cute one k?! orange is a nice colour. lime green oso not bad. then we went to vivo for dinner, food republic. so ex lor! i regret wat i ate. but nvm. then the sec 4 batch went to countdown. who say countdown was cool?! u r like totally wrong! we went to esplande, it was so so so so so so crowded!! i could hardly breathe. there was ppl taking photo lor! haha. i should have taken photo, everyone looked like sardines. we oso saw the dunman high ppl. forgot to wish them happy new year. happy new year! haha. we try to get as near as possible and we were like holding hands, if not we would have lost each other. haha. i was standing behind this big head guy, who i forgot to say happy new year to. it was quite gross because i could actualy smell ppl's sweat n all tt. then we waited for more than half an hour before the fireworks start. it was quite worth it. but our view was quite block by the trees. but i love the fireworks. nice! then we wish each other happy new year. i did wan crazy thing, before we reach there, we saw yuan xing n i scream his name, but i wasn't daring enough to see his reaction. haha. dun get me wrong, i did it for the fun of it. when we started going home it was crazy again, humans everywhere, scary. but lucky my dad fetch me. if not i may not have got home until 3am or so. i dun think i'm willing to attemt this kinda thing again. like wat weitheng saud, we should go someone house n play mahjong next year. haha. more relax!
on to today. it was fun too. i went sentosa againg. we wnet quite late around 3 reach. then we started volleyball. i was super losuy. quite paiseh. they all can play well accept for me. after some time my hand got really painful. so rest while waiting for jiayi's arrival. it started raining! the sand was all wet. i was a little sian. yu han n sau fu was making sand turtles. quite cute. then iris n jiayi came. we started playing. i was too lousy so iris private tutor me. i think i got improve abit. haha. yuhan say maybe i should go play netball instead. i dunno why i like so jelly. cannot play properly. i really wan to be gd in sports lei. arg.. then it rain again, but it was so worth it b cuz we saw a RAINBOW! so so nice. we oso took alot of weird photos. liyao,saufu,yuhan n i play wif sand n took very funny video. i'll try to put it on my post. then we decided to go subway. but we took wrong bus n had to go one big rpund. when we finally reach it was close!!! it close at 830pm lor! so early. crazy ar. so we decide to go harbour front center's subway. lucky it wasn't close yet. haha. very glad. had a great meal n we were last to leave the subway. think the ppl were quite piss. hahaha. went to the train, we play cards on it n laugh like crazy. really enjoy my day. hope that can go out tml again. i wan to have fun again! thank God for his blessings:)

funny funny funny

2006-12-31T00:11:00.000+08:00

haha.i'm gonna show off my holiday photos, still got alot, but i lazy upload. got alot of photos i look super ugly, so just use your imagination. waha.

chin meng, alwyn, yulan n my reaction after eating thunder tea rice

the 4 of us at sentosa!
ying en n i at prom! muack!

chin meng's face!!!! japan sunshine boy!

prom! prom! that super cute guy is ding jie! but i look terrible!

before prom!!!

it's good to be young n innocent

2006-12-30T23:09:00.000+08:00

never blog for a long time, i'm really guilty over it. my latest update, i'm currently stuck in vjc arts course. arg... quite sad b cuz i cannot get into the combi i wan which is chem,bio,maths n econs. now i juz chose geog,econs,theater studies n maths. for the fun of it actually.because i seriously dunno wat to choose. i die oso dun wan to take geog lor. but it's better the elit, b cuz my english is horrible. haha. but i'm looking forward to the vjc orientation, i think it's going to be super fun! i juz can't wait. abt my cca, i'm not sure wat to choose, maybe i'll take band, volleyball n interact club. i'm trying to get the hang of volleyball by planning for sentosa trips these few days. anw, i'm going tml wif ahband. looking forward to the sun! i'm so excited over everything now!
anw, i went for vjcsb, that's their band, this holiday, it was ok, but i wasn't very enthu so it wasn't very fun for me. thats why i'm thinking twice abt joining it. it's like there are nobody to talk to. the ppl there actually think that i'm a quiet person. haha. it's a really different enviroment from ahband.i dun feel very comfortable there. i oso performed for ahband alumni band yesterday. i think the main band needs some improvement. must really work hard, dun let the alumni down, dun let mr n mrs chua down. n i seriously think that dancing megahit was like one of the best pieces played. haha. anw, thank you yue yang for the flowers!
o, n there was christmas! it was ok. the 23rd one was ok. i enjoyed dancing who's in the house, though i think we really should come up wif new dances n songs. we can't keep doing the same thing every year. the 24th was ok. at least better than previous years. but i think more time can still be spend planning n decorating. but it was still a great attempt.
we also offically changed cell group today, though our cell didn't change much, but i'm going to miss faith, weiqi n mei xia jie alot. they were great leaders. i love them. but i promise myself n God that i will oso work hard for the current cell so that like wat huihui jie said today, we will split up into bigger groups next year instead of reshuffling. Go Go everybody, we can do it!!!

wat am i doing?!

2006-11-21T17:33:00.000+08:00

o my super uber long never blog le. firstly o levels is so totally over. can't believe! it's like a dream! this 2 years, all i could think abt is to study hard for o levels, now it's over it's so weird though i've been waiting for it to be over for such a long time. i'm very worried for my results, super worried, because i didn't do as well as i should. so i can only put the rest in God's hand, because i can no longer control my grades. gonna choose jc these few days. i think i going to put vjc, tjc, sajc, then the rest i'm just gonna anyhow choose.well, i can't do much now, accept to pray hard.
these few days also kept worrying abt prom, actually i bought a dress le, but it's not very suitable for prom, but i wanna save mony, so i think i'll still go wif it. it really irritates me that everyone it kicking up such a big fuss over it, and spending so much money on it. HELLO, the kids in africa don't even have money for food! we should get excited but not too over. all these money for just one night is a big waste. yujie, why u complain? complain so much then don't go la! but i seriously lack the courage to say no.hai..
i also feel very lost now, because i don't have to study anymore and to me, alot of things now seems like a waste of time. but at the same time i got a lot of things i wan to do. it's always seem as if i still got something important i haven't do.
but somthing very super uber happen to me recently. i can finally speak in tongue! thank God! the experience was amazing, one of the most wonderful thing that has ever happen to me.Thank God!
anw, i'm going to class chalet now and santino rice coming to singapore tml!!!

a season of cups, mugs n saucers

2006-09-25T15:18:00.000+08:00

why am i blogging when i still have a whole art piece to finish? why? why? b cuz, my canvas is still on it's way home. waha. so taking the time to blog, if not i'll regret. i promise this is going to be the last time, before my o levels, after today no more computer for me. anw, today got back results, quite sian, arg....didn't do as well as i should. hmmm..so i'm going to study harder for my o levels, just hope that the papers i'm getting back tml are good. i'm sure alot of ppl have the VJC dream, but little reached it. i really wan to go there, but i dunno whether i can make it or not. anw, gd job QQ, on ur chem, i'm really proud of you:) i never get thet gd before. haha. anw, yesterday Zhang Zhi Xiong pastor gave the sermon yesterday, and it was really good. and i realise how good our pastor is. it's like almost everybody compliments him. so i'm going to love and treasure our pastor too. b cuz it's like his always caring for us but not the other way round. and i really learnt alot yesterday, i learnt alot abt respect and obedience. and yesterday's worship was great too. anw, iris n li yeow, i think the worship both of ya took was gd too. and there was this lady yesterday who shared her personal testimonial before the sermon starts. she talks abt how she teach her children and how her children and her applied what they learnt from the bible in every part of their life. i was v touched n i dunno why i was v happy after listening to her sharing.

and my dad came back from china on saturday. he brought back the rice plant, it was v nice looking n interesting, you can never get to see it in singapore. but he never buy anything for us, sad. anw, i really like toking wif my family, because we really talk abt almost anything under the sun and nobody understand me like they do. and our frequency is the same. haha. we laugh abt the same joke, tease each other and discuss serious stuff too. and they are really supportive too.anw, my sisters and i played with lychee tongue while watching 'da chang jin' yesterday. it was really fun. u should oso try it too if u have the chance, just remember to suck it really long, until it's all transparent, then u will get this gooey mess, which is really fun to play with. haha. shake shake lychee, shake shake shake lychee. wahahaha

oh my farewell

2006-09-15T14:59:00.000+08:00

i'm a a bit lagging behind...waha farewell is so yesterday but i still have to blog this befor my memory vanishes completely.waha. my brain has limited memory space, especially after putting in so much stuff for prelims, can't believe tt all this n i'm not evn using 10% of my brain. ok, let's just go through the whole day first. o my, i already forgot the date....hmmm..wat it 19 aug? arg...dun remember..i woke up early arnd 8 plus to do presents, e night before i was oso doing them. the QQ came n we did elaine's present. elaine do u lyk it?! it's like so cool lor. waha. then yan hong came then elaine was 1 hour late..we finish making the presents quite early then we watch this 'miss suan' thing. i was so irritated wif the women, felt lyk beating her up. haha. i think we started dressing up a little too late. but it's quite fun doing all the make up and hair. i was so excited. i think all of us look quite nice. my dress is faith's. thanks alot faith! then we were late for the bus lor. so irritating, when we reached the bus juz reached lor! waste money lei! weitheng lor, u shld had ask the bus to wait for us. i thought we were late, but i'm like so wrong! there is lyk still a bunch of girls who were late. sorry, but i can't stand ppl who r this late. the party started without them. er..but the dance was quite hmmmm... n all of them look like very bu shuang to me. opps haha. but still quite entertaining la, especially joel who look like ah beng dancing. waha. then we started dinner. Then the rest of the sec4 arrived....a little whoa n hmm by wat they were wearing. jiaxin looked v different n pretty. not bad for a change. haha at first i still thought i overdress but i'm like so not in th end. everyone looked not bad accept some of the guys. i think yu sheng dressed the best, but still, i expected better. the food was delicious, i ate a lot. but still felt not enough. the beef was yummy, the potatoe was the best accept the pasta, yuck! the cake was delicious too. yum yum. then went for section talk, felt a little sad, because our section are like still v strange to each other. hai..clarinet always like tt one. i only felt close to weitheng and hui leng at tt moment. a little regret. should had spent more time wif them. but i serously think the presents for the se3 n 2 were very nicely made. i'll b quite happy to receive them. then went back in to give out presents and take photos. then the video was shown i think it was the best thing tt night. it was really funny! and touching. enjoyed tt alot. o forgot the song for us... it was quite nice. but they should stand up and sing lor, i could not even see their faces, it's like they sian sian like tt. but i do feel the hard work put i by the sec 3s. o forgot the speech time, haha. i felt tt i never say wat i wanted to say... n dun noe whether the juniors got my point. haha. at the end we went for crazy photo taking section wif everybody. waha it was fun. then i ate this v big tweety bird brownie. o my goodness lor.. it's nice but there's egg shell in it!!! luckily i got it out in time, if not i'll get egg shell-ed throat waha. but seriously it tasted nice. then yanhong, weitheng, wei jian, jun han n i were the last to go home. i felt sad when i was leaving, it's like everything's gone... thanks yan hong n her brother for sending me home. when home n opened the present. o my! QQ's present was so so touching, nearly cried. it's one of the best thing tt anyone has given me. thank you QQ. love ya alot. anw, i felt tt maybe i shouldn't have bought so much presents, maybe should buy for those most important to me. but nvm, i'll give on christmas! anw, it was a great party. i will never forget it, at least try to remember as long as possible. thanks everyone:)

the tale of the evil green man

2006-08-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

the green tale

the green man n his wife the goose

they are very happy together

they had a child

the green baby

they are very happy together

one day

the green lady came

the green man, the green baby and they green lady

they are very happy together

the goose was unhappy

she jumped off yulan's desk

but she did not die

she found a life saver

she went back

killed the green lady

the green baby

and herself

the green man was sad

he jumped off yulan's desk

he died

let's observe one moment of silence

Esplanade concert

2006-08-01T00:05:00.000+08:00

yesterday esplanade concert was great in my personal opinion, but i didn't play perfactly i must admit, but i was determine to make my last performance fun n great no matter wat. so i enjoy myself despite the nagging sad feeling. reached sch at 730am. i was really hungry b cuz i didn't had breakfast. the went on board the yellow bus at around 800am i think, sat wif QQ, steffi, amanda and choon cheng. we sang 100 green bottles sitting on the wall. waha. it was very funny, by the time we reach esplande we only manage to reach 50.wahaha. we went to our room 'SS-202', it was v nice wif all the mirror tt has all the light bulbs around it, like some kinda superstar. waha. i wan to get those for my house next time. then we went for briefing then technical rehearsal, where we tried out the lighting which i think was still quite lagging. then went for this really horrible oily lunch, arg my poor face. then went for proper rehearsal, alumni joined us. yan howe was very blur, haha, but he is a very funny person, i enjoyed playing beside him. the rehearsal was ok. we got scolded though. we, actually steffi, singing(whispering) the green bottle song while waiting for the finale rehearsal. then we went to prepare for night, i think my make up is too thick lor. but i think the whole band looked quite all right, anw i think HO uniform isn't tt bad comparatively. then i got real nervous. we went for photoshot. then tuning. then waiting then backstage. i was so nervous but yan howe calmed me abit wif his funny talk. he even told me the big secert of alumni. waha. then we went on stage. i tried looking for yuhan but to no avail. while waiting yan howe made all these funny comments, i couldn't help smiling( eventhough i feel like laughing real loudly). our performance was quite all right, yan howe said so too. but i found out tt it was not so went i went back to our room. i didn't know how to behave, i didn't know wat to say. they were making me feel guilty. so i gnore the feeling n continue to laugh around. we had dinner then waited n waited. then went for finale. the singing was ok but went we went back stage n sang all these songs it was super fun! it was like disco. i love the feeling, it's as if band was v together, the spirit was there. but good time never last long... anw, THE principal said tt we got wat buffet, but quite crap lor, i dunno y we have to clap for her. then we went back, yuhan didn't manage to see me at all. arg sad...pack up. left esplanade. it was a amazing experience. i will never forget it. my last performance as a band member. a day to remember. it remind me of all the time i had in band, all the memories. i love ahband and i always will.

time wait for no man

2006-07-29T23:12:00.000+08:00

this few days i've been living at my aunt's house so didn't get to use the com till today and i've been v busy wif sch work and esplanade practices. i'll update on the esplanade after i've finish e performance tml.i'm so excited, i have confidence tt band will do well! waha. anw, thursday i went to watch our sch bball match. i'm quite embarrassed b cuz it's like my first time tt i actually watch tt long but i still didn't watch the whole of it. i never knew it was so exciting. quite cool actually.
i have alot of feelings today after watching "tong meng qi yuan" in church today. it's a v great show n i think everyone should at least watch it once, because it really sent u thinking abt some 'chim' stuff in life. wei theng oso came n he said tt he hate toking to me.mean banana! waha! nvm. abw, it's abt this kid who thinks tt his mum committed sucide due to his dad having an affair but it ended up tt it the boy's mum is actually the 'xtra' one. this boy now lives with his step mum n dad n he really hates her. so one day he got hold of this potion tt made him grow old v v quickly. while he experience his life as an adult he saw tt things wasn't wat they seems to be. and he saw tt his dad actually loves him alot and he misunderstood his stepmum but by tt time it was already too late, his already an old old man. he didn't get an antidote, he didn't get a 2nd chance, he could only made do with the tiny amt of time he has left. the movie showed me tt in life we get no 2nd chance n we should treasure wat we have now. i learnt to forgive, forget n to love. and to look at situation from a different point of view. when u are a 3rd person, the situation tends to be clearer to u. and abt the question of wat i'll do if my dad had an affair, well, i'm still trying to digest the fact tt i still have to love him. b cuz i think guy who hav affair are unforgivable.
anw, changing topic i'm going to miss band so much. today after toking to qq i felt tt band has actually nurture me to become more mature and learnt to love everyone, have patient for everyone and accept everyone. it's so sad tt i have to leave so soon. i'll miss band so much and i'm still so worry for the current batch but i can't do anything abt it. every batch have their prob so i guess we just have to learnt to let go n let them learnt to stand on their own feet. i can only hope n pray tt all will be well. all the best sec 3.

He gave you His blood...don't you care?...

2006-07-15T23:33:00.000+08:00

just read a story form my sis blog abt this guy who gave his son's blood to the world. it was very touching but too bad i can't copy it over. today had founder's day rehearsal, v lame, we play for like 40 secs?! then we still have to be in uniform. arg... i hate the sch so much sometimes...waste my time. the esplanade concert too..it's a waste of time.. it's like we only play one song. then the school like have it because they wan our parents to watch?! lame... they are like giving discount to the performing arts parents. arg.. y bother lor. if nobody wan to go then dun have it mahz.. totally sian-ed because i'm back to the not enough sleep mode. then i still have o levels art.. sob.... mrs hudd will kill me. arg... lately i'm trying to remain as positive as possible and show everyone tt i'm normal...eventhough..
anw y do some ppl care only after u r like so over them? u r making me feel horrible..
anw, i'm a retard wif spray paint...haha. everything i do gotta be painted over. i really cannot make it. like ganda say, paint brush works better for me..
o my, wat i typed are weird and no link...but nvm..hahaha
God Bless everyone:)

30hour famine

2006-06-21T21:45:00.000+08:00

o my, 30 hour famine 06 [17-18 june] was absolutely great! i had so much fun n i learnt alot!let me go through the whole event properly. first of all we dunno our grps, so we had to go arnd and find. i'm suppose to be a healthy mum stuck in evacuation station2 n i tell u it's a really scary experience b cuz u r like waiting n waiting, while ppl around u get found by their family members. our 'daddy' was suppose to cum n find us. while waiting we were suppose to fold these paper cranes for song he xiang mee. as i fold, the more worried i got, wat if my 'daddy' dun find me? wat will happen to me? at least i got some hope when some daddies came calling "POMO, anyone from pomo?" i was sitting there n hoping, let my daddy be a handsome one. haha. hey, it's a natural thing to think k! hu wun one a cute daddy. then there came this guy asking for pomo 3 and i show him my tag, he said no no, i was quite disappointed, b cuz i wanted to get away from my crane folding situation. then i waited a long time then came 2 daddies from pomo but weren't mine. arg...sad. then i got more worried too b cuz there was only 4 family n i met 3, the chances of being found is tiny! so here cum the previous guy hu 'rejected' me, then i show my card to him again! then he was like , hey i finally found our mum. i was so -_-". i wanted to scream at him, but knowing how nice i am when meeting strangers, i juz smile politely. arg... then i went to meet my grp, i was a little quiet.haha.naturally. then we play this game where we had to go to stations to play and earn money. but it's real hard to earn monay n we were real poor. there's even prostiution!!! and we even restort to doing that. then we had to go buy stuff to build our 'house'. we went to the black market first, and i had to sell my hair b cuz we were so so poor, and my hair could get us $12!!! but we were still poor after tt. n tt evil daddy and fly went to steal tables n chairs! wahaha. but it really lead me to realise how those poor families feel and y some had to go into prostiution, organ selling and stealing. but i guess my grp worked really well and bond alot. our 'meals' were jus packet drinks. but i wasn't really hungry, b cuz we were like having an activity every min n i forgot abt my hunger. we also had workshop which made me learnt alot and some video clips even made me feel like crying. and i DIDN'T BATHE!!!! i felt so totally gross the whole of nxt day and i am a little ashamed b cuz the kids didn't even get to bath for dunno how many months. the nxt day there was newspaper collection, it's not tt i never do it b4 n i was really enthu at first, but after 4 blocks i was totally tired out. not eating plus carrying so much stuff nearly kill me. haha. but i'm real proud tt i did it in the end. 7 blocks leh! no kidding man. then we went back to do clean up, it was easy, not much effort there. and our grp went to play card game. the forfeit was real fun. haha. lucky i wasn't the one doing it. then we went to the famine concert! there was this forgot the name band, Cai Chun Jia! and ronin. cai chun jia is so pretty n skinny.eunice olsen is oso v pretty. cai chun jia invited zhiyang to sing(that's right, zhiyang was there and i think he's not as cute as he was on tv). and we tried to act high when ronin sang, but i think they were totally gross!
i think pomo 3 was great! and i feel tt is real sad b cuz we r so close during the 30 hrs but it's like we'll never get together again eventhough we say tt we will. haiz..i'm sad, b cuz daddy was really cut n fly was so funny n kristin was so nice n the two i-fogot-their-names girl were so carzy. arg, i really hope we could get back together some day, i'm missing all of u already.anw, thanks chew ling! i'll go back to 30hr famine nxt year! hope we can do something meaningful together end of the year!

Happy daddy's day

2006-06-16T22:03:00.000+08:00

celebrated a early daddy's day for my dad, i cook shepard's pie, salad and oreo ice blended. waha. cool menu rite?! my mum and sis helped, especially my mum, if she wasn't there, i bet half the kitchen will be gone now. i made the food looked real nice, all resturant style and fluff.haha. but it tasted gd too. eventhough i may get diarroehea. haha, i get it like 3 to 4 times a week. no biggie but it's irritating.opps, better stop filling this wif shit. anw. my mum and dad were quite happy, i think.haha. they better be b cuz i won't b cooking for them until o levels r over. anw, i'm going to 30 hrs famine tml. it's a camp to help create a sense of awareness for the children in hunger in developing countries. it's for youths between 15 to 25 and organized by World Vision. World Vision is a non profitable organization that is distributed all over the world, it's vision is to help the less fortunate. well. i feel that this whole thing is real cool and i'm sooo excited over it. can't wait for tml to come!

I'm enjoying every minute of it

2006-06-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

Eventhough i haven update for centuries, i thought that i muz update now! firstly BAND CAMP 2006! it was great! it's a big secert, but i seriously enjoy being the games ic, it was fun! i enjoy planning for all the games, eventhough it took up alot alot of my time. first day the mascot game was not tt bad, i think everyone liked the scary barbies! haha. too bad i never took a single photo during band camp. ARG.. but nvm, it's still beautiful in my memories. now on to the 2nd day night games, it was great too. CSI AHBand. i was responsible for the game and i felt that it was great. eventhough hardly any grp got the answer correct. n i was a 'bitch' the whole nite. i really muz thanks the games com for acting so well, i really wanted to watch all their scenes. i really had fun tt nite. the 3rd day was ok. eventhough the afternoon was quite bad, because all the ppl were tired and hungry b cus they never play the 'shi zhi lu kou' properly due to lack of time. and i never get to play sec 4 captain's ball. i really wanted to! but night games was gd, scared quite alot of ppl. haha. i think eveyone make up was great(credit to me!haha)and the yingying missing thing was not bad either. quite a special ending to the nite games. wei siong grp won in the end. hmm.. but mervin wasn't too glad abt it. i wonder wat's the prob between the 2 of them. i really muz thanks the games com! i luv all of u! (yes, including u macpork! waha!) through the camp, i learnt alot abt the next batch. hmmm.. and i grew to luv the sec 4 batch even more! o man, i'm so going to miz all of u! [anw, that i took the photo during the scary nite game trial run]

我的幸福

2006-05-18T10:12:00.000+08:00

什么是幸福？你对幸福的定义是什么？有很多很多钱，一辆美丽的车在加上一间大房子就是幸福吗？有很多很多好吃的食物就是幸福吗？天天能穿美丽的衣服就是幸福吗？我相信我们很多人都是身在福中不知福. 特别是在新加坡,我们其实最穷的人都不算很穷因为至少我们都常有食物吃,有衣服穿.不过我们却常看到或听到学生们的跳楼事件也常常有很多人埋怨政府这个那个.柬埔寨的人民因为政府的贪污而过着贫苦的生活,他们根本不懂怎么埋怨.我不是说我们的政府很完美只不过我们应该懂得怎么感激.而且新加坡的年轻人也太幸福了,很多时候我们都在埋怨我们的教育制度给我们很多压力.却未曾感激我们能学习到许多知识,而在那些穷苦的国家很多孩童连读书的机会都没有.他们只能在生活线上苦苦的挣扎,为三餐而奔波.
今日不知明日事,我们应该好好把握每一天,积极的生活.如果我们有时间埋怨为何不想办法改变生活让自己和身边的人过得更好.对我来说每一天能读书,有机会考好成绩是一种幸福.而且每当我有机会和家人一起吃好料时.我就觉得很幸福.学习在小事上知足就会懂得珍惜.学会知足不代表停止进步,人活着就是要积极.把自己放小,眼界放大:)

銅樂隊-no 1

2006-05-17T21:22:00.000+08:00

今年的銅樂隊假期營的游戏由我和mervin付责,让我又开心又伤心.因为这是我最后一次能为铜乐队有所贡献.虽然我在中二才参加铜乐队但是我非常地爱这个课外活动.中二感觉就好象是昨天一样. 转眼间就中四了.我真的有很多的舍不得.舍不得我得乐器,我的朋友,我的学弟学妹们而且最舍不得的就是那在一演奏音乐的感觉.我在铜乐队学了好多,它带给我的苦与乐让我成为了一更懂事的人.我们平时一个星期至少有两三次的训炼,表演的期间,有时候还必须有五次的训炼.在外人看起来可能很辛苦但所谓台上十分钟台下十年功.我们都为了音乐原意付出.
这次的假期营我将把它搞到非常难忘,让学弟学妹们在我们离开后都还会讨论它有多么的好玩.朋友们和我想到了很多非常好的点子,和往年的游戏很不同.希望大家会玩得难以忘怀.
在这里我也希望能劝学弟学妹们要好好珍惜在铜乐队的时光,因为时间是不等人的.它会在我们的不知不觉中过去.很多时后我们只有失去了才会珍惜,才会怀念,到了那时就会太迟了.以前我一直以为我还有时间,学什么都可以漫漫来.但是现在我多么后悔当时不多努力一点,为每一份音乐付出我的最好.希望大家会多多努力!

宇婕

no 66 band...anglican high school..gold wif honours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-04-13T21:36:00.000+08:00

HEY EVERYBODY OUT THERE.
LOOK HERE:
NO 66 BAND...ANGLICAN HIGH SCH..GOLD WITH HONOUR
WE ROX....I DIDIN'T EXPECT IT.... WHEN WE HEARD THE NEWS. WE ALL CRIED...EVEN CHENG HUAT.... CHRISTIE'S FACE WAS SO RED FRM CRYING...WHEN I HEARD THE WOMEN FINISH SAYING THE SNETENCE, I DIDN'T KNOW WAT TO DO BUT TO CRY AND HUG YING2 THAN TING2....I DIDN'T KNOW WE DID TT WELL UNTIL I HEARD THE RECORDING.... WE HELD HANDS BEFORE THEY SAY THE RESULTS...AND I DIDN'T DARE LOOK UP...I WAS SO NERVOUS I KEPT PRAYING AND PRAYING.... WHEN I HEARD TT SENTENCE "GOLD WITH HONOUR" I WAS JUMPING AND SCREAMING...EVERYBODY IN E HALLL WAS LOOKING AT AHBAND... WE CHEERED TOO AND V LOUDLY ALSO... WHEN WE WENT OUT OF THE HALL A SAF ARMY GUR HAD TO SHOUT TO US TO QUIETEN DOWN...LOL...FUNNY GUY.... I BET HE NEVER JOIN SYF BEFORE... AND I'M STILL CRAZY OVER IT NOW.... AHBAND IS WORLD'S BEST BAND! *MUACKX*

LOVE SADAKO

i'm back!

2005-04-06T12:39:00.000+08:00

Hey you,
did u miz me....haha...i'm very busy now, wif syf and everything...so worried over syf...i wanna get gold!!!! ah band muz jia you!!then now muz hurry for my art piece.. muz pass up nxt week lor...i haven't even start painting....but hope tt everybody will feel the message i want to pass through the painting...and tis sat is going to b crazy..wif tri-touch dance and band back to back..dunno wat to do....then mid-year cuming muz start studying like a mad women....then now muz start being holy...muz have a gd relationship wif God...

all the best AH band.
lots of luv
sadako

back again...

2005-02-19T14:04:00.000+08:00

hey ppl
i'm finall back....com's working again....i'm v busy lately and i always feel lyk sleeping....and i'm missing 2e'04.....

at ting's hse....

Goodbye

2004-10-30T09:44:00.000+08:00

HEy ppl,
stupid blogger.....i wrote o much liao then went to delete it away...u sux lah....anw y christopher get out....he so cute...i wun get to c him anymore....sob...anw my results sux totally....deprove by so much....watsed my time on our class thingy then in the end neva win anything....shld have spend time on my studies instead...yesterday is the last time i step into 2E as a member of it...the classroom...i wun forget....i actually cried yesterday nite...thinking abt how sad it was tt i can no longer step into a class call 2E anymore.....i dunno why sum ppl hav no feelings over it.... ur can lyk it really doesn;t matter to u....then it's lyk next year i go to chem, bio, core geog, elect e lit....only yeok seng n me lor...then it lyk the 5 of us wun be together anymore...really....no matter wat u say...it wun b the same anymore...it juz wun...i juz hope ur really treasure the time we have left...hope the chalet will be good...cuz it's going to be the last time 2E will be together....i hope ur realize tt.....nxt year wil be different....but i really hope in every 2E member's heart....2E will be alive in it....i really hope it will be..... 2E rox...forever....

dah

2004-10-20T20:33:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl,
got a new template..but only temporaly...cuz is lyk i wan to treasure fren while they r still arnd...but u noe i may stay wif them cuz it's lyk i'm surely getting into double sci...cuz all my grades juz sux lyk hell ...haha...but dun will get into same class anot...dunnnos hld be praying for it to happen or shld i not....later get into the combi i dun wan....but i only wan art lah....cuz it's the only sub tt i pass wif flying colours...eww...i think i got a little...influenced by the k's blog shit....flying colours...wat the hell lah.....o man...vulgar...lol....thenur tag lehz....so tt i can tell whether it's working or not....then our class never get the outstanding class lor...though i think compare to 2C we r realyy more united....but nvm...juz as long as the bond is there outstanding anot nvm...juz feelling tt i shld hav spend more times on my studies instead of our class thingy.... o man.,..i still hav sum probs wif jap graph IV...pooey...then i saw sunthing...got a little unhappy over it...but i reminded tt sum kids got no food to eat...so it's ok ba...haha....ta ta for now...gotta draw tt butterfly thingy... haiz...who ask me to draw out of point...mrs neo shld simme more CIP hours man... haha....

Lots of love
sadako

2E

2004-10-18T12:21:00.000+08:00

Memories

this is ms sia and us at the bbq

this is last year's chalet

can u see that it forms the word 2E...heez..

mr tam and us forever....*muacks*

this year's class photo

finally

2004-10-18T11:18:00.000+08:00

Hey you,
Exams finally over le....but i noe my maths sux lyk hell...i seriously hate george tan for putting it up....den yesterday dance was quite ok,,,,juz that i seriously wasn't feeling vv well.... the year bis ending le...2E is going to be seperated sooner then i noe it....haiz...dun noe wheater friendship will last even after the we go our seperate ways....feeling kind of empty...then yesterday my church shoe this video on all those poor little kids in phillipins(o man, how to spell?!), indoneasia n cambodia i think...they damn ke lian lor...so i wan to make it my target to be able to go over to help them my age 20....and now i think tt the way we always spend $ on useless stuff i really stupid...then is lyk dun even hav enulf $ to survive then here we are buying stupid presents for each oter then in the end surely go into the dustbin one...u cannot even bring it to the grave rite... then we spend so much on wat farewell....which acrually all end in juz one nite....that money can feed the kids for half a year i think....is not tt i mean we are evil and mean lah....but juz ttt if we look out there, u can actually see that there are actually alot of ppl who need these $ to survive...instead of spending those $ to watch wat stupid movie(which in the end i think u'll forget the story in one month or less) u can actually help those poor kids lor..... i noe i'm mean to say that cuz i'm not helping much by saying all these crap...but maybe some of u out there after reading these will spend ur $ more wisely....hope nobody who read this is offended....

lots of love
sadako

EXAMS CUMING LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-09-28T12:57:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl,
exams cuming liao....shit......i hate exams man.....stupid one.....den now muz also start to draw my picture for the drug abuse thingy....busy....the tml is the chi lit....yux man, i hate it... i haven even start yet lor....then got cme oso...but tt one can 'ti cum' through....then....tis sunday start learning the 'whose in the hse'....den so near exam lor....they a little nie dai us one la....arg....den tml e lit performance....surely turn out bad one lor....lyk they dun even remember wat to say...even i oso dunno lor....haiz....sian.....can't wait for exams to b over den can start to b crazy.... den 6A wan to hav chalet...i think in the end surely dun hav one.....always lyk tt one...haha...

Hot stuff,
haha....juz wan to congrat t2 on her wonderful 'joke'....den sf and wei t got caught lehz....haha....
i'm sure ur dunno who those two r one....if u noe not my prob, cuz i never put name....heez....

Bless you
Sadako

sudject combi....

2004-09-21T13:07:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl,
ahhhhhh....exams cuming....fine...cool down...now currently situated in com lab for cme thingy....very tired....yesterday did my art pis until vv late....but still haven finish....but i think it's not bad...under my ma's guidence...ha...den i fail my maths....fine....muz practice more for my maths....hate it man...now dunno wat to choose for nxt year sub combi....cuz it's lyk i sux in everything....surely can't choose triple sci one lor....then if i dun get 50% of the cohort then i die one lor...i'm studying lehz...juz tt dunno whether all the studying will work....ppl out there...choose art as the 9th subject lehz....plz....it's the only thing i'm sure i wum fail....den kanna da ji by b*** again...wish i neva chose it man....tml sci test muz study hard...so i wun fail... nxt year surely change class until lyk siao one....n wun c all my frens le....dunno whether to cheer or to cry....are they worth my tears or is it better to b glad tt i dun hav to c them in class anymore... hmmmm...frens...wat r they anw....

You need to hear this,
ting2 is finally over neK......gd for her...i guess....z still 'chasing' e....wonder how it is going.....

God Bless
Sadako

sorry

2004-09-13T20:35:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl.
i'm sorry for not updating....cobwebs everywhere....yux....anw been busy and ...nvm...hmm..the sat band performance was ok....except for tt part....dun say la....but the blackout was quite cool...thnx to benadick(o man, ow to spell?) for taking out his handphone to brighten up our score for us...hahaha...but vv busy rote now cuz counting down only 24 more days to end of the year...shit...then my parents were lyk for scolding me lyk crazy for gettung tt shit grade for term 3....hax....life currently sux....feels empty..but i think it's better then troubles anw..but i think i'm juz pretty much ignoring all the probs arnd me...so i'm faky no prob..hmmm...weird...cum baq more after exam....now muz study and draw the two poster thingy for mes neo....c...i'm not complaining...i juz think it is tiring, time consuming, stupid though i noe i luv it...where got complain rite....lol...

Hot stuff.
z "chasing" e...ur shld noe who those stand for...no elaborating require...then....hmm...dunno wat else...not really interested..cuz i'm depressing...ha...

Bless you,
sadako

farewell...

2004-08-22T20:14:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl,
i bet ur wan to hear abt my command on farewell..but here it is ...nothing..cuz i dun wan to hurt feelings of sum ppl...juz wan to say...it's not my kind of happy ending...

bless you
sadako

com lab for geog....

2004-08-20T10:04:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl,
in com lab blogging again..lol...we haven't give yining a present..giving her during 1st recesss...wonder how she'll feel...i wan sum big reaction k..those darmatic kind one....but i doubt i'll get it....now drying to download tt li bai thingy..so slow one lor...blah... counting down to farewell...one day!!!! on man...how exciting....anw mr tan was being damn bo liao juz now...playing wif water in class..so fun -_-"...ta ta for now...

back again....

2004-08-19T18:59:00.000+08:00

Hey you,
i'm baq for the 2nd time today...juz now went for the rehearsal...arg...the li wu was not sygonize(how do u spell tt?) n nobody can hear us sing...denth machi everybody was damn slacky...neva out in energy one...den make clara they all say i shldn't put in so much energy...where got such thing one lor...ur ALL shld dnce wif energy...dun b slacky...pooey...ur betta do it fantastic nxt time..or i'll pa chak all of you...den when i reach home..anw today no bible study.....so happy...cuz i'm damn tired...den heard tt my uncle who is married to a young n quite nice looking wife...actually has another malay women outside..n already has children 4 n 2 years old....unbelievable....dramatic...horrible...jerkish...another vv gd reason to hate guys....they are so 'flower-hearted' yux for guys... my uncle now really dun deserve my respect..wonder how is his son going to take it....can't stand him man...make our life so dramatic...lyk those channnel 8 boring tv series...funny....so betta dun getb marry...u neva noe when ur husband is going to cheat on ya....pooey...

What's hot,
notice tt cheng you n stephaniee quite pei..haha...den clinton n clara arh...wonder wat they r up to...dun wan to admit arh...haha..well all will b out in the end..there's no place to hide in tis horrible word....anw muz remember to buy teenage..got beautiful hilary duff for cover...cinderella..though a sweet story...but it'll neva cum true...hmm..wan to go watch the movie..whose interested?!

Bless you,

sadako

com lab

2004-08-19T10:40:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl,
now in com lab..juz finish the chi lit thingy...sian...dun even noe wat is it trying to say....juz now art creting th logo is quite fun...but go home do betta...can use the com pen..the chi test was ok..hmmmm....wonder i will score or not...later got teacher's day rehearsal...quite worried over it...den farewell cuming...so excited...ma go help me borrow the sliver cinderalla shoes...sooo nice...but quite tall....so dunno how to walk...ta ta for now....going recess le...

Bless you
sadako

hugry ghost festival....

2004-08-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

Hey you,
2E ur betta buck up....ur dance n sing lyk shit.....dun embarass urself on stage hor....n zimu....how dare u....did u forget i was trying to help the class...dun make me hate u....n those ppl celebrating the hungry ghost festival...pls clear ur rubbish..ur wan to b supersitious can...but pls b dun b unenviromental friendly...n christie is a vv nice sl...love her....she is so cute too....neva noe tt she's so nice...rox on....n vanessa is so nice...hugx for her...

Watch out,
ting2...dun get all sadist over him....constance n no constance....hmmm..he happy can le rite...den poline arh...ur tt one so dinosaur looking....haha...dun be 'flower eat' over him..lyk ting2...it's irritating...but u lyk can le...none of my prob...haha....tata... for now...

Bless you,
sadako

Spookshow.....wow....

2004-08-14T20:13:00.000+08:00

Hey ppl,
great news, 2E got into the audition n we'll be performing on teacher's day...so everybody watch out for our hot machi dance...den i'm finally in main band le...sooo happy...today went to spookshow..turn out to b those summon kinde thingy... but i lyk it..fcbc can really know how to summon...so many ppl said the sinner's prayer today lor..QQ oso hav..but neva go out there...nvm, tis kinda things take time... pastor lawerenca n his daugghter pricillia was really great..i muz say it brings out the scary n magic effect...great show! too bad ting2 neva go..y do u give silly reason for not going...make us feel bad lor...

Hot stuff,
found out abt cally n leon thingy today..haha..funny...den sy was being kinda x hanging arnd 2 couple..the other pair was song hong n angelina...anw i think zimu n elaine really vv pei...mayb those two r up to sumthing...mayb cheng u n steph oso...lol..jking...
tata for now....

Bless you
sadako

hp hp hp hp hp hp hp...lol

2004-08-12T21:01:00.000+08:00

Hey you,
finally after much patients, i finally got my phone...it's a samsungx100A...not bad for me...but i welcome anyone of u out there to swop wif me...but at least got colour...den today went to explain the meaning of our dance to ms li...can't they except tt our class is absolutely fantastic(*whoo~*) and except us?! so i'm kinda afraid now tt we wun get in...god bless my class...den today went to band to learn he farewell song..quite nice...jinyi n isabelle compose one...vv talented...heez.... i thougth farewell on 31 aug lor...so surprise tt it's on 21 aqug..only nxt week lor...yux...dun hav much time for our mystery gift to our sec 4 seniors le...den went to eat wif poline..vv hald tt her $ prob is solve..*cheers*

I decide,
tt i dun really lyk guys...even if they maybe close to me...but dunno y i can't stand them suddenly..but doesn't mean i'm a les, i dun lyk gals either...but doesn't mean i'm an complete idiot who fall in luv wif myself...no..but i only luv my goal of life now which is to study hard, dance hard, and draw hard..hmm..tt sound kinda weird..but my dada is always saying..work hard play hard mahz..so i'm juz copying him...heez...anw if ur wan my hp no cum n get frm me...if not i'll make sure u dun get it..ha..ta ta for now...

bless you..

~sadako~

lemon tree....hahahahaha

2004-08-10T13:53:00.000+08:00

halooooo ppl...yesterday went to the wt sungei bulo thingy wif my family..quite bo liao..except tt later we went to the dunno wat mall..den took neoprint wif my 3 sis..haha...damn cute n nice k...luv it...den i oso got a very nice shiny pair of earrings....stars one..so nice...$5 for 3 stuff..so it's damn cheap...den later went to my auntie's hse for family gathering...den quite..sian since all the adults toking n we kids hav to stay away from the living rm...i was lyk reading the friction-gossip girls...quite nice..den study a bit...cuz my sci sux n thursday hav sci test..yux....den went down to watch ndp n eat dinner... ndp quite boring..but den vv sad when mr goh hatta leave...he levae through the back door summore...wa lao lor...y no merc to fetch him one...while the president-sleepy-head get to sit on the mercs n go home..saddening...but den later watch singapore idol...so funny..tt shanghai guy real poor thing...the lemon tree guy is my fav..haha..den the striper is damn disgusting...overall it's quite cool..damn funny...den today got dance pract...at first i was in a bad mood but after t ok le...we were quite crazy...doing tt lemon tree action into the machi dance..haha..gtg..tata..

p.s 2E rox
p.p.s lemon tree ROX!!!!!!!!

national day..dance pract...

2004-08-07T16:53:00.000+08:00

wat the....i type liao..den went to delete..nvm..juz wanna say tt that band shoulden't scold the innocent...n AHS' ndp is boring except for band.. n 2E rox...i wanna thanks all of u for cooperating n 'bouncing'...
now let me thanks: *appaluse*
-qq(u r the one who help me the most...thanks a bunch)
-elaine
-ting2(but pls dun b late next time)
-zimu
-jason
-clinton
-loretta
-yije
-cally
-adelina
-clara
-suzanne
-tessA

n to all the 'li wu' ppl..esp yining n angelina...ur dance the best for tis part..

p.s sorry poline..cldn't comfort u on fri...

ta ta for now...

hmm..

2004-08-05T17:50:00.000+08:00

today...finally got art lesson..got to talk to mrs neo..hmmm..if i wanna take the art elective muz take it privately..not fair..why the sch can help those ppl wif the music elective program..i really hate ahs sumtimes..completely unfair..they dun care abt art at all..one of the main reason art society 'pek cha'...den make me end up in band...den sumbody arh..got probs dun tell me.. den sumbody else... y do all these ppl lyk to let me believe tt i'm a fren not to b trusted?! everything oso dun tell me...i guess i juz sux totally at the subject-frens...the only gd tt happen today is i got 72 for chi..haha...finally a A2...last time juz pass only lor..so i muz cont'd to jia you...den tml is ndp...wonder how the band is going to play..dun disappoint us hor... den after tt i hav to teach them the dance..kinda dreaded it...later they all gonna make me vomit blood by complaing n slacking..i really hav quite a disappointing class... last year together le..still lyk tt... haiz... ta ta for now...

busy busy

2004-08-03T14:07:00.000+08:00

sorry, so long neva update, cuz vv busy lately....sat was quite horride..cuz humpty dumpy had a big fall n find tt sum seniore r quite jerky..how can treat 'sumbody' lyk tis...make her cry summore...jerks...but the gd thing is QQ gotta b u-i-c...v happy for her..congrate gal...den the teacher's day audition is on 11 aug..i gonna make sure we win again tis year..but sum ppl in my class r being jerky too...wun cooperate wif me...y r ur lyk tis...do ur think tt teaching ur how to dance is vv easy...it's vv stressing n tiring..n all of ur can juz hack care n say the dance vv funny..all tt crap... n i thought there was sumthing wrong wif the attitude to our dance tram ppl...juz look at my class n i dun think so..my class attitude sux...can't ur juz dance properly or dance???? n i hate sloppy actions..if ur dun feel lyk dancing den shoo....it's for the class k..not me... dun make it soundm lyk i'm torturing ur...it's for the class...n i think tis is going to b the last year we r together..can't ur juz do it...haiz...anw geog test cuming upn many other test... so gotta b busier den ever...yux...

happy sha la la la....

2004-07-30T20:45:00.000+08:00

hey everybody..today so happy..heez.... when for 2,4 early in the morning.... i got 111..haha..cool number rite... den mme,yining,QQ,elaine,steffi n yanhong went to the payar lebar this fashion to shop for their farewell clothes...i buy le..den i was helping them choose..heez...so fun lehz i think...but the hardest was for QQ...but in the end(after many tries)...finally decide on a black classy n wavy shirt with shiny words on it and a black mini skirt...vv chic!...den i got for poline a jap style look..she look so cute in it...little jap gal..heez...den steffi a brown shirt..i think she look vv sweet in it... den elaine is my fav one lor... the plain white tight sleevless shirt n a flowly clolourful skirt... i luv this kinda feel..so nice lor....den she i both bought the same 'octopus' earrings to go wif our clothes...sooooo nice....heez..vv fun today lehz...anw sorry to elaine, QQ n ting2 for throwing my temper on ur today...but i'm really angry at whoever who told andrew who told ginny...kpo la whoever u are...pooey.... anw had a great time today..ta ta everybody...
'hi...bye...'
P.s for poline..who can't c a thing..

sob..sob...

2004-07-29T20:16:00.000+08:00

today was quite horrible... everybody was lyk kinda crazy over the newspaper thingy..haha... den zimu still go paste on the notice board lor...arg...den all the teacher saw..haha..den during chi period... melvin was lyk keep saying 'or kim, or kim'(dig gold) during grp work..vv funny........ during recess..heard ginny say tt thing..though i noe she neva expect me to get so sad over it..but it's lyk it's the last straw lor..i noe the whole band thingy is making me feel left out and all...but she dun hav to say it out... lyk i'm not consider sec 2 and all tt...den most of all she let me hear lor... tell u it's not a nice feeling lor...den tt QQ...neva even ask me den think i angry wif her..paranoid...QQ, u shld hav more confident with urself lor....anw ting2 forget abt it k...i dun out it at heart anymore... who care abt all the band stuff...it's not tt i wan to do the deco thingy....i already tell u i dun wan to do le... i juz hate it tt i'm reminded over again abt how they divide the recruits and seniors... vv saddening k...but forget abt it... i hav more important things to do den band....

THE NEWPAPER!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-07-28T19:31:00.000+08:00

OH MY...TT STUPID NEWPAPER..take my photo until so ugly...today poblished lor...but den dun buy hor..i look so ugly in it...den the chinese xin ming ri bao oso hav..eventhough the inside pic is nicer but den hor i on the cover page lor... den they write sum things not accurate one..den the new later paper rite until lyk so stinky lor...stupid one...today during band..melvin called elaine den elaine tell QQ den she try to tell me..but i dun understand la..den ting2 tell me...den i went to tell everybody who was in band..i wish i neva did... cuz the photo is so damn ugly....arg..poline say it doesn't look lyk me lor...lyk fat fat one... the photographer took so much photo..y muz publish the ugliest one..arg..silly photographer...but it's really is vv funny story..den now everybody can relax a bit n laugh at my stupid story...haha..

photo taking...wheee...

2004-07-27T15:58:00.000+08:00

today is PE day..heez..pe was horrid..nafa...i was jumping the standing broad jump..stupid lor..the 1st time i nearly go un balanced..den lyk rabbit lyk tt..haha..but still pass..lucky..den sit-up pass oso..but den not gd enough lah..bull shit oso..den my running b cum vv lagging lehz..i think cuz last week i miss one time..o man..den tis fri running..hope i will run faster...went for recess..den ting2 cry!...but lucky, not for big stuff..but really gal..isn't worth crying for..den took class photo..haha..so fun..eventhough it's only a while...couldn't help feeling a little sad..after tis year..we'll go our seperate ways..i'm gonna mis tis class...the days we spend..making notice board..dancing for national day...winning outstanding class...our outings.. our ups and down...QQ,elaine,yining,ting2,zimu n the rest...i fell tt i cannot let go..2E...hope ur will treasure the times we hav left...put the class in front of the rest of ur stuff for now can...i hope...frens r the ones who make u who u r... hope tt sumbody out there...hope u'll put us in front of watever guy u like... *frens* treasures for life....arg..tis kinda things make me cry... cheers for 2E...

P.S chinese test postpone to nxt tuesday..yippeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!