sob..sob...

today was quite horrible... everybody was lyk kinda crazy over the newspaper thingy..haha... den zimu still go paste on the notice board lor...arg...den all the teacher saw..haha..den during chi period... melvin was lyk keep saying 'or kim, or kim'(dig gold) during grp work..vv funny........ during recess..heard ginny say tt thing..though i noe she neva expect me to get so sad over it..but it's lyk it's the last straw lor..i noe the whole band thingy is making me feel left out and all...but she dun hav to say it out... lyk i'm not consider sec 2 and all tt...den most of all she let me hear lor... tell u it's not a nice feeling lor...den tt QQ...neva even ask me den think i angry wif her..paranoid...QQ, u shld hav more confident with urself lor....anw ting2 forget abt it k...i dun out it at heart anymore... who care abt all the band stuff...it's not tt i wan to do the deco thingy....i already tell u i dun wan to do le... i juz hate it tt i'm reminded over again abt how they divide the recruits and seniors... vv saddening k...but forget abt it... i hav more important things to do den band....