Creon!!

firstly i'm very glad creon won! it's our crew n we came in 1st! didn't expected tt because it's like we were 6th place before tt. i think it was because during the silent game thing creon initiated all the scool church. my ogl said tt some other ogl was so touched tt they cry. amusing. haha. i'm only glad because i'm those kinda ppl who likes winning. i noe is not gd to feel this way but i still do. i still dun really like my crewlet. there was this three girls who ran off to SLEEP during all the game n mass dance n only came back when the orientation ended! wat the.. they act so superior lor. if they are reading this i'm dead but who cares la.
when to our classes yesterday. damn sian. not because of the ppl or anything but because i dun wan to be in art fac. i wan to go science! thats the thing that vjc is horrible abt, they are making me very very unhappy. i dun think anyone will understand how it feels like. because it's like all the arts fac ppl are really happy to be where they are. they even have cheers to laugh at the sci fac ppl. but i'm not happy at all. it's hard to love ur ct class if u noe that u will leave them no matter wat after the first three months. it's like almost everyone in my class take TSD and ELit. AHHH!!! i dun. my CT is this wierd teacher, who is suppose to be the Lit teacher. dun really like her. when one of the student ask her wat are her fav book she started saying all these weird stuff abt how she puts her book by the periods n alphabetical order. so amusing. then she talk abt all the writers who i seriously dun understand. i didn't understand a single thing she says! so paiseh lor. wonder if the ppl around me understands. i bet they do lor. ARG... feels like crying..
the thing is everyone around me seems to love their school!! QiQin, yulan, alwyn... they all love their scholl accept me. WHY?! WHy?! why is it only me?! mus be my own problem. i must have gone crazy somehow without realising it. why can i not blend in wif the ppl?! i'm suffocating under all the stress to blend in...
woke up late today n didn't go to band. kinda regret it. i really didn't want tp ps yusheng. so sorry yu sheng. i seriously overslept. i oso dun mind going band. i dunno wat to do. i feel like changing sch. dunno la. hai..
anw ALL GUYS WATCH PORN! that is so gross. eww... disgusting. i noe because johnathan my ogl admitted it happily n when around to ask my groug guys. event this guy who look so good boy admit he watches it lor. only this guy who says his a christian dun watch it. i didn't noe guys are so....ewww...boys, all of you mus learn to control...haha