Esplanade concert

yesterday esplanade concert was great in my personal opinion, but i didn't play perfactly i must admit, but i was determine to make my last performance fun n great no matter wat. so i enjoy myself despite the nagging sad feeling. reached sch at 730am. i was really hungry b cuz i didn't had breakfast. the went on board the yellow bus at around 800am i think, sat wif QQ, steffi, amanda and choon cheng. we sang 100 green bottles sitting on the wall. waha. it was very funny, by the time we reach esplande we only manage to reach 50.wahaha. we went to our room 'SS-202', it was v nice wif all the mirror tt has all the light bulbs around it, like some kinda superstar. waha. i wan to get those for my house next time. then we went for briefing then technical rehearsal, where we tried out the lighting which i think was still quite lagging. then went for this really horrible oily lunch, arg my poor face. then went for proper rehearsal, alumni joined us. yan howe was very blur, haha, but he is a very funny person, i enjoyed playing beside him. the rehearsal was ok. we got scolded though. we, actually steffi, singing(whispering) the green bottle song while waiting for the finale rehearsal. then we went to prepare for night, i think my make up is too thick lor. but i think the whole band looked quite all right, anw i think HO uniform isn't tt bad comparatively. then i got real nervous. we went for photoshot. then tuning. then waiting then backstage. i was so nervous but yan howe calmed me abit wif his funny talk. he even told me the big secert of alumni. waha. then we went on stage. i tried looking for yuhan but to no avail. while waiting yan howe made all these funny comments, i couldn't help smiling( eventhough i feel like laughing real loudly). our performance was quite all right, yan howe said so too. but i found out tt it was not so went i went back to our room. i didn't know how to behave, i didn't know wat to say. they were making me feel guilty. so i gnore the feeling n continue to laugh around. we had dinner then waited n waited. then went for finale. the singing was ok but went we went back stage n sang all these songs it was super fun! it was like disco. i love the feeling, it's as if band was v together, the spirit was there. but good time never last long... anw, THE principal said tt we got wat buffet, but quite crap lor, i dunno y we have to clap for her. then we went back, yuhan didn't manage to see me at all. arg sad...pack up. left esplanade. it was a amazing experience. i will never forget it. my last performance as a band member. a day to remember. it remind me of all the time i had in band, all the memories. i love ahband and i always will.