time wait for no man

this few days i've been living at my aunt's house so didn't get to use the com till today and i've been v busy wif sch work and esplanade practices. i'll update on the esplanade after i've finish e performance tml.i'm so excited, i have confidence tt band will do well! waha. anw, thursday i went to watch our sch bball match. i'm quite embarrassed b cuz it's like my first time tt i actually watch tt long but i still didn't watch the whole of it. i never knew it was so exciting. quite cool actually.
i have alot of feelings today after watching "tong meng qi yuan" in church today. it's a v great show n i think everyone should at least watch it once, because it really sent u thinking abt some 'chim' stuff in life. wei theng oso came n he said tt he hate toking to me.mean banana! waha! nvm. abw, it's abt this kid who thinks tt his mum committed sucide due to his dad having an affair but it ended up tt it the boy's mum is actually the 'xtra' one. this boy now lives with his step mum n dad n he really hates her. so one day he got hold of this potion tt made him grow old v v quickly. while he experience his life as an adult he saw tt things wasn't wat they seems to be. and he saw tt his dad actually loves him alot and he misunderstood his stepmum but by tt time it was already too late, his already an old old man. he didn't get an antidote, he didn't get a 2nd chance, he could only made do with the tiny amt of time he has left. the movie showed me tt in life we get no 2nd chance n we should treasure wat we have now. i learnt to forgive, forget n to love. and to look at situation from a different point of view. when u are a 3rd person, the situation tends to be clearer to u. and abt the question of wat i'll do if my dad had an affair, well, i'm still trying to digest the fact tt i still have to love him. b cuz i think guy who hav affair are unforgivable.
anw, changing topic i'm going to miss band so much. today after toking to qq i felt tt band has actually nurture me to become more mature and learnt to love everyone, have patient for everyone and accept everyone. it's so sad tt i have to leave so soon. i'll miss band so much and i'm still so worry for the current batch but i can't do anything abt it. every batch have their prob so i guess we just have to learnt to let go n let them learnt to stand on their own feet. i can only hope n pray tt all will be well. all the best sec 3.