The leaning tower of Pizza

Imagine this: Your art class is going on an Italy trip, you can't go even after receiving financial grant, you still have to pay quite a sum, so you told yourself never mind it's ok, you'll get a chance when you grow up. And you forgot all about it. A few months later your class started selling stuff for their Italy trip and you wonder what the money is for. Then today your teacher suddenly told you part of it is for you to go Italy. You can't believe it. you are so uber touched by their kind gesture. But you told yourself you already failed 2 test each one getting not more than 10 marks, you have every reason to stay in Singapore to study. You manage to persuade yourself and turn down your teacher's offer. SUDDENLY in the middle of the night your teacher called to tell you that an alumni from SAS was willing to sponsor you FULL! you cannot believe your ears. what?!?! FULL?!?! it is unexpected, that alumni doesn't even know about your existent. He heard about the italy trip and asked the SAS art teacher whether they need any sponsor, and the teacher immediately thought of you (even though she doesn;t even know who you are exactly) the girl who they tried to raise fund for. The teacher told the alumni about you and WHAM, you get a fully sponsored Italy trip! Amazing or simply God's grace. You really want to go but thinking about how you dunno almost everything about what happened during term1 and 2 and you have UOB painting to finish. You start to worry. but EVERYONE around you wants you to go. your parents are practically screaming for you to go.But you are worried, because there is no one to help you with your maths and chem. It's not like you never try to study, you just can't seems to get it in your head. But you really wants to go italy because you have never even sat on a plane before.

see my problem?! i'm fighting against the impossible. i'm worried. look at the time now. i feel like sleeping but i'm just too worried. should i go or not?! what will happen to my maths and chem. with no help around, it is impossible to finish studying them in a mere 2 weeks. and don;t even talk about the painting...everything was ok until that sudden phone call from ms chan. hai... dear God please guide me if this is the way you want me to go.

o man, i think i cannot communicate properly, i cannot talk on a phone properly..arg. embarrassing...